我让自己冒了一个险

想说就放手一搏 赌了这一把

也只是我高估自己的能耐和能力可以改变你

才真的发现

我真的 开始累了

你那所谓的理所当然

就一句，

你真的 有为我想过吗?

好喇

其实我做好心理准备一定会哭

只是不是那么失控 ==

说好看，倒是还好

可能现实生活发生过那样的情节

就会深深地触动你的心

新欢 旧爱

你开始会有一点想法不断在你脑海里打转

什么应该做?

快乐的时候就要放声大笑

难过的时候再抱头痛哭

[幸福，需要冒险]

22-10-2012

a very bad day to me

It's all about Trust.

how would you feel when you know the one you love doesn't trust you?

worst feeling ever

when i was trying my very best to make up for everything

when i thought i'm strong enough to hold it and bearing with 

i seriously don't know your words could cause me this bad and down

tears dropping without reason?

no, there are really a reason for my tears

i should really face the reality

i shouldn't expect that you knowing me well 

or you could read my minds

then i wouldn't feels so hurt when i realize the truths

but at least i know

no matter what i did or do, i can't changes anything

i would never gain back your trust and the confidence on me

isn't? 

what else i can still fight for? for me, for you, for us...

the more i hate

the more i escape

the more i forced myself not to think

the more i miss

being suffer and torturing by all this shit

Love the moments when you're calling me Baby

looking at me, hugging me sleep

although not always

but i do appreciate all the time when i am with you, really

♥

can i really rely on you?

*over-thinking ruins you. ruins the situation, twists things around, makes you worry and just makes everything much worse than it actually is.

am i thinking too much?

or we really getting far from each other?

we should go back to the beginning

#cute #happy #sweet #lovely

shouldn't ask for too much

at least you're still here

although everything not true enough

#octoberwish:iwishyoucouldbemine.