had a super Great day with my Lovely School Friends

what a crazy day

laugh and laugh and laugh

non stop laughing

they are so funny

♥

went Kang Saa Ee to have ours dinner

this is too bad that only me and Alain and Amilia like to eat

others doesn't like it at all

was the very first time to them 

not habit? i guess

out the whole day

everyday i remind myself to sleep early, wake up earlier

at the End, yeah, very early, early in the morning

wth of my life

damn HATE

:'(

going back to Tsun Jin tomorrow

means that i have to wake up early again

after blogging, is must sleep time

eyes half closed ady

:(

Thanks for the Day

Love My Friends

Loved and Loving My Baby

nights people

have a great day tomorrow

:)

again

slept at 8 in the morning

woke up at 3 in the afternoon

and now

super super headache

really like dying

:( 

18/01/2012

let's say Happy Birthday to My BabyJay

wish him all the best

♥

slept at 10am in the morning

insomnia the whole night

woke up at 0430pm

wth life i'm having now?

super hate

i wondering why i always insomnia?

sighh

fine

CNY is around the corner

this week must be a super busy week

have to clear up my messy room

and help parents to clear up the house also

pity girl i am

:'(

have to wake up super early tomorrow

i should go and sleep now? or not to sleep tonight?

bothering me :(

feel like everything came with a very suddenly

not ready to bear with it

stress and tired

i wanna go back to my piano class

i've been stopped for 4 months long

but i lost my teacher's number

super bad luck

2012, not my year again

get scolded by mommy today

sleep in the morning

woke up in the afternoon

she said i'm crazy enough

guess what time i woke up today?

unbelievable

i woke up at 0330pm

this is why i get scolded today

do nothing today

as usual

cannot go out

stay home online, drama, eat, housework

lifeless

mom is going to confiscate my laptop if i keep going my life like now

how am i gonna live without laptop, without internet?

*sometimes, just sometimes. 

i was thinking why my mom so evil

restrictions my life

why she always think that i'm that naughty?

why always my faults?

sighhh

be good girl Rachel

this is for your own good

you got no choices

have to listen to them

not have, is MUST

alright

time to sleep

if not i sure die tomorrow

wish me to have a better day tomorrow

nights people

:(

just got home not longer

went cc with my babes

left 4 dead

3 of us just can't control ourselves

bad words all came out from our mouths

lol

shop the whole day

spent 300++ in few hours

heartache :(

and i only bought 2 clothes 2 shoes and 1 bottle

money gone so fast

got no clothes to wear on CNY

:'(

alright

i should really stop spending my money like water

crazy girl i am

save my money, melaka with baby

i want buy couple bag :)

gonna wake up early tomorrow

have to sleep now

nights people

sleep tight and sweet dream

:D

crazy in love with my boy

♥

idk why, being super active today

the smurfs make my day

non stop la la la la la la the whole day

gor gor scolded me, said my voice super annoying

mommy wondering why i so happy

baby asking me to stop being so crazy

hahahahahaha

seriously, i really don't know what's wrong with me

am just having a super good mood

over active i guess

okay

back to normal

monday again

dad and mom still considering about my school

i got nothing to do

wait and wait and wait

friends said i'm the most lucky girl in the world

envy about my life

no school, no work, play all day, sleep all day

do the things i like

it's really good?

why i don't think so?

my life is controlling by my family

i can do nothing without agreement

you just don't know about my story

so stop saying how good my life being

it's seriously not

the only girl in the house,

is always overprotected by family

just can't go on the way you wants

*sometimes really lifeless, and helpless

nights world

早安各位 :D

还真的很早

是早上的5点钟

乖小孩们都纷纷起床准备上学去

所以

坏小孩就是我

因为我 还没睡 

:P

某人

我想要你知道

我的过程不开心 一点都不重要

重要的是 你的开心

是委屈 是难过 是生气 是压力 都会过去

我想要的是 能为你 在特别的一天 留点什么

要是心疼我的话

对 我 好 一 点

女朋友 很应该 比 朋友 重要

好不? :)

+晚安+

每天的我 动不动就很想要大哭

我要每天厚着脸皮去找别人帮忙

帮忙我一起完成一件事

事情还没正式开始

我已经很想很想要放弃了

我从来就很讨厌乞求别人帮我点什么

很多时候 我都宁愿选择一个人去完成 该完成的

乞求别人的帮忙=增加别人的麻烦=欠别人人情

所以我 真的 很不喜欢

压力 就是从这里来

要麻烦别人 要看别人的脸色 要受别人的冷言冷语 被嫌 被敷衍 

是超级很不好意思

但也超级受不了这种感觉

自己也觉得自己很讨厌

这就是妈咪口中的我

千金公主

不能受气 挨不住气

就是这么受不了气

脸皮薄得要死

很想要大叫大叫

啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

无助惨了

谁能救我?

:'(

真的很想大叫大喊

抒发那该死的郁闷

我明明就知道他不会给我

还是死死要问

问了心里又不舒服 又不甘愿

看吧 真的死犯贱

自己拿来多余的

是很应该去撞墙

突然很想要死掉

该死的天气 让我烦躁得很

5点35分

大半天没吃没喝了

我还活着

赖一整天的床 慵懒得废

颓废得很

神吖 主吖 救救我

:'(

最近的我 超级无敌憔悴 :(

每个晚上 开着自己的部落格

很想写些什么

总是无从下手

最后还是算了

今天也还是一样

写日记 不再是我擅长的东西了

最近的我 打机打很凶

每个晚上不睡觉

就一直对着电脑

都不去睡觉

我是死小孩

妈咪都懒得理我了

:'(

脑袋满满的东西

装的都是一堆垃圾

很烦的垃圾

唉

是我总爱纠缠烦恼? 还是烦恼喜欢纠缠我?

我才知道原来低估了你的爱

我会那么失措

是应该开心

你从来没有要结束

只是 我还是觉得有哪里不对劲

说不出的奇妙

看吧 我就是这么犯贱

真的 不能 对我好

死怪胎 ==

闪人了

要不然明天又被人念了

晚安: )