Monday, February 13, 2012

不能被接受 的 事实


头很痛 眼很累 哭好久

我从来没有想过这种事情会发生在自己身上
一个意外 我们就这样 再也不会再见了

原来这种难过 是这么的痛

你是好人
上帝一定把你留在身边 留在天堂
让你继续在另一个世界很好的活着

朋友, 一路好走, 我们 下一世 再做朋友
R.I.P


Sunday, February 12, 2012



a song for you

ily, i love you, i really love you, 


outfit of today:)

thanks Nic woke me up so damn early today
11am? i think so

went pavilion, fahrenheit, sg.wang
tot to buy my belt and pant
end up bought nothing

why things that i like so hard to find ?
hurt me so bad
sigh

miss my babyboy so much
:(

Thursday, February 9, 2012



一个星期
2餐麦当当 2餐快熟面
一向超级怕肥的我
一个月都吃不上一次的食物
我既然1个星期分别都吃了2次

疯了我

吃一个星期的粥也补不回来
但也还是要吃

嘴叼一点
垃圾食物 远离我 拜托


不开心了几天
今天心情准没之前的差
但也还是烂

太累?

不晓得

只想很霸道想要每个人都迁就我
逆我者 杀无赦


明天还要早起
嗑颗药 上床大觉一睡
明天会是新的一天
新的开始
好好结束活着的 每一天


晚安


*一次争吵一个心结 累积着改变

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Monday, February 6, 2012


again, 5 in the morning

friends came my house today
gamble, chit chat alot
have fun?
yeah, cos i won money
:P

hubby went camp ady
i miss him, so damn much
:(

quite a long time
we didn't chat for the whole day
today, we chat whole day long, talked about everything
get 2 conclusions
1. i really miss him
2. he really love me

thankyou for the day
although you are not beside me
but just so like my phone non stop ringing
and that was you sending me the messages
this is what i wish to happens in everyday
receive your messages when i woke up
non stop texting me cos you miss me like how much i miss you

thanks hubby
i feel your love today
:)

happy holidays people
enjoy your days
nights

Sunday, February 5, 2012


almost 5 in the morning

emo the whole night

since he bough the iphone4s

i don't know what am i afraid

but seriously don't like he use iphone

the world has too many temptations

what can i do to stop this bad things happens on me, him, us?


i got a feeling

life is getting worse, or maybe worst



26days
like so far away from us
i got no confident to stay long with you anymore

Saturday, February 4, 2012


having a bad mood
i don't feel like sleeping
a lot of things bothering me

Babe Steph is right
life is just can't live without lies

i agree with her
[A boy with Gf should never out with a Girl Alone]
so are girls
this is true

problem girl i am
or question girl
i always asks why, what, who, how, so, then, after, before... ...

most of the time, out of control
sometimes, disoriented
always, out of confident

conclusion,

i am suck


:(


-27days-
i wish to have another anniversary with you

Thursday, February 2, 2012


是时候回来扫尘了
放心 我没又消失

新年快乐
学业进步 事业顺利 出入平安 心想事成 万事如意 龙年行大运

=)


年初一
按照惯例
还是到各姑姑家拜年去
晚上朋友家


年初二
我最爱 回外婆家


年初四
从外婆家回来
休息一会儿
又到朋友家去

半夜
很疯狂的 和宝贝出发去马六甲

所以我们有超过12个小时没睡觉


2天1夜
这是我们第一个二人世界

一趟马六甲
带回来了很多战利品
我有很疼很疼我的宝贝
有人帮忙付钱
所以很放肆也很放心的买很多很多

老实说
这一趟回来
我才真的感觉自己有多被疼爱

谢谢你 帅宝贝

*Happy Anniversary*
ily