meeting once a week

should be a happy day

but always end like the babydonald

always turned bad at the end
i wondering why always ended like this?
maybe, is me getting too tired, easy to get angry

i always emo when i was tired

and out of patience, get angry

this is me, and always be

i was like doing the things what a bf should be doing

sometimes i envy and jealous about others
why her bf can be so good to her?
i wondering why the things not happens on me?
so so many question marks, annoyed me

yeah, i know my bf being best too
although i always blaming and complaining
but deep inside my heart, i know he still care about me
but just caring less

this is love

when you thought to give up

there are always something that hold you back

i should be saying sorry

sorry that getting angry on you

i was just too tired

*but as i said, this is your fault, you didn't care about my feelings when you make decision.

Baby, i wanted to be the 1st in your list, not the last

things you do, think of me, and counts me along
not lefting me alone

alright

vent enough
still thanks for today Baby
you make my day again
happy, sweet, warm
*ily

bed time

nights world
have a blessing day

♥

been a week, am just so lazy to blog

tiredness, felt sleepy all the time

exhausted 

i feel like ending this month asap

restless

i wanna stay home for sleeping 1 month long

and to do nothing just to rest

or maybe i should just find a guy to get married be a housewife

forget about money, study, etc problems

just staying home, enjoy life

yeah, i was dreaming

unrealistic -.-'

alright

just a short post here

time to sleep

baby waiting me in dream

i shall go and meet him now

nights sweet world

can't believe that i spend almost rm600 in 2 hours

this is what called Shopaholic

lol

shop with a happy mood

bought the things i love

excited of spending money

heart not bleeding but regretting

i should buy the other shirts together also

sighh, sad

let's see what i bought today

first, this is not the thing i planned to buy today

i planned to buy a Nike running shoes

unfortunately my shoes spoiled in the half way when i walking to the restaurant going to dinner

i was like Oh My Fuxk Shit, how come so bad luck today? :(

luckily there are a Bata shop opposite the restaurant

so mom brought me there to buy a new shoes

then i just chose the sport shoes, so that don't have to buy another one more

mom chosen the shoes for me, i thought she supposed to pay for me

but she don't want :'(

she wants me to pay myself since she know there are some money inside my wallet

this is my mom, evil

bad mama

this is my purpose of going out today

i don't want to make another regret of missing any concerts again

i know the show certainly worth for the price

so yeah, i'm looking forward for the day with the Love

most love

i love the cortoon

cute and cool *so likeeeee

this is the smallest size but still like abit big to me

although that, i still bought it home

since i really really like it

regretted of not buying the batman home

sighhh, was like... so not comfortable inside my heart

baby don't worry

this is all worth for the prices

i'm happy doing it for you and also myself

what you have to do is just stay loving me

alright, time to sleep

nights pretty world

sweet dream and sleep tight

2 hours sleep is definitely not enough for me

body not working, i feel like dying

so dead

i miss him, very very much

how good if he is here to hugs me

giving me his power, then i may not being so dead now

i feel like sleeping

but still waiting for his call

listen some songs, prepare my sleeping mood while waiting for calls

then straight away to sleep after the phone

not wasting the time only for waiting

1st of June

although he is not here with me

except tiredness

so far everything is okay today

good starting for the month, shall be a good month

Dear June, be good to me kay?

love you much

alright

bye people

see you guys tomorrow

have a nice sleep

*loves

my posts is all without title

i'm lazy of thinking

sometimes blogging is not that hard but the title

always wasted the time thinking of what title suitable to the post

this is so annoying to me

that's why i make it empty without titles

forgive about my lazy

last day of May

at least i'm happy with the last day

he is with me, warm and sweet

*so much love

thanks for today

promise me to take care of yourself kay?

don't make yourself too tired

get enough sleep and rest

drink more and more water

i'll be here waiting for you to come back

good night baby

sweet dream and sleep tight

this is for you

no doubt, you just sleep like babydonald

lol

gonna miss you crazy

*loves

i wondering why he know me so so well?

shocked me

yeah, when i was crying on the phone while talking with him

and he told me that "you exactly look like the donald duck"

just like this

LOL

i just can't stop myself of giggle

although it's true

but Baby why are you so humorous?

why i always hungry at this time?

kills me

shall sleep

hope to meet my baby tomorrow

god bless

nights world

*loves

i feel like eating steamboat right this moment

i'm so hungry

and tired

my fingers, my hands

swelling, red and pain

tears, exhausted

emo without reason

sighh

i should just go and sleep

forgot about the pain, hungry and the emo

how good if he is here with me...

mid of the night

am actually quite tired

but still insist of waiting

sorry for lying, just wanna get some time to talk to you

time to sleep

get some ideas from dreams for my drawing tomorrow

god bless

nights sweet world

*imy.

i didn't noticed that it's 0237am now

no wonder i felt sleepy, eyes half closed

but still not sleeping yet

i wondering why Why WHY i was thinking all the time

i tried to stop my mind not to think too much

live normal just like everyone

just can't get clear and empty my mind

so much hating myself of thinking too much always

sometimes i guess there are no one going to hurts me but myself

i just afraid of falling down again

this is the way how i protect myself now? the reason of my thinking?

*i guess so..

Dear God, save me out of this solution

i'm really tired and sick enough of it

i just want my life to be simple and simple

clear away all the things in my mind

and bless me that to have a nice sleep later and the coming everyday

thanks and ilyGod.

Good Night World

sweet dream and sleep tight everyone

*Loves

thanks for today

you make me smile again

you are just so important to me

and no one could replace you in my heart

! 7o^3 n