Monday, February 18, 2013

17.02.13


staying home for the whole day
drama is always my best friend
accompany me all the free time

everyone is happy celebrating out there
but then i am alone home to watch my drama, to online, to blog
got abit tired
but still not willing to sleep
just because i know, i will be waking up in the mid of night
always insomnia and get not enough sleep while worry about that
maybe, i was just too nervous, too negative, too worry?
over thinking always kills myself

i am not willing to say goodbye to the cny
i want the long long holidays to rest
got the time to do the things i likes
spend the time to communication with the people around
thing i most wanted to do is, 
to prove someone that, i am good enough to be love
it's worth for loving
treasure me and not letting me go easily

i always miss the old memories
*so kind, so lovely.

Saturday, February 16, 2013

it's been a long time


sometimes when you've got the mood to blog
but just don't know what to blog about

blog about valentine's day?
i had the bad valentine's day ever in this year
and i swear that would be the last bad valentine's day
no more bad day in the romance dates
i want everything to be sweet in everyday
*hopefully, work it out

about cny?
same as usual, nothing much more special
so far, almost ending for the cny
time to back to reality
got back to the boring life
how i wish i could just staying home and to do nothing in everyday
*just a dream

alright
thing i should do is to be positive all the time
no more negative thinking
trust myself, trust in love, trust in life
be a happy girl
*cheers

happy 2013 people
all the best in life
*loves





**Promise me you'll never forget all times we spent together and promise me no one will take my place in your heart.**

Friday, February 1, 2013

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

30.01.13


the ending of january 
how fast is the time passing
and i'm running out of time to preparing everything new for my cny
how bad is it
not cutting and dying my hair yet
not buying enough new clothes yet
so far only my room had done with cleaning
i wish i still got the enough time to done with the rest of things
new year, must start with everything new
this is my principle.

i am good with the life now
always trying very hard to communications with the people
although sometimes really bring me down
but this is the lessons of life
we should always learn from it
nothing is impossible, never give up too easier
cheers.

lastly, wish everyone to have a great days great year
all the best in your life
always to be happy
*Loves.

there are always a chance, a hope, a miracle waiting to be happen.

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

16.01.13 A Happy Lovely Day :)



HappyMeal always brought me Happy
yeah, as you know, i am always like a kid
this is how simple i always wanted to be
#livelikeakid

bought BabyJay's New Album
support the baby always not about the price
it's all full of love with action
#loveforever

the very cute song that i am crazy in love with
listening to the song just making me so happy

good song make good day ; good day make good mood

thank God for the lovely day

Sunday, January 13, 2013

13.01.13


rainy sunday
wondering why am i waking up so early today
maybe, hungry?
i guess so...

but still not eating while i am awake
it's still early for the time to eat
and i just got the good news 5 minutes ago
FINALLY THE HOUSE WATER IS BACK
Thank God, Finally. 
hope that won't just for the minutes now
the life without water supply is really really worst

so guess that it will be a great sunday to me
at least i am having the super good mood now



have a great day people
God Bless You and Me
:) 

Friday, January 11, 2013


first post of 2013
should be posting something new and happy
but the mood i am in, was totally not

a brand new year, too bad that i am not having the brand new life
still exactly the same
when can i have the positive thinking and the simple normal life?
why everything came to me must be this bad?

stressful life that i am having, is what killed me now
you're the one who effected my life so deeply
and i really feel like running
not the kind of shit that i can bear with

forgive my weakness
i am really doing my very best to be perfect
i do wanna hold it, but seem so far and hard

God, tell me what to do to stop the tearful life
tell me, how should i face it without giving up?
i am really, really tired.



bless me

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

不变的 爱



依然 仍然 是我最爱的男人
永远不会改变 那一个位置
#jay #the #best #of #the #best

Monday, December 24, 2012


很常的有时候
我常常在给很多的幻想和假设
好比说, 
如果有一天他发现了这里...
如果我们不是这样开始...
如果的如果, 没有方程式的解答

还是很惯例惯常的
很多的思绪总爱忽然间袭击我
还是改变不了的情绪化
还是爱把情绪写在脸上
还是一样的难搞
还是像个小孩一样
很爱闹变扭 很爱依赖
或许我也从来没真的想过想要改变这样的自己
开心就笑, 难过就哭
这样不是很好吗?

上帝把一个比我更难搞的人送到我身边来
很明显并没有对症下药
却也开始改变了我原有的生活
免不了吵吵闹闹的日子
虽然常常在抱怨
虽然不常被体谅
虽然偶尔会厌倦
但并没有想要放弃的感觉
爱了?
或许吧
我总觉得 可以很幸福


会有这么一天, 你会发现 你不懂的 那个我



晚安

Friday, December 7, 2012

习惯就好?


世界每一天都在变
人也在不知不觉中 稍稍地 转变中

是我想太多了?
还是我真的变得不再重要了?

现在的你
以前的你
才没多久, 以前就派得上用场了

不应该奢望太多
毕竟我也是这样出现
重复发生, 也只能如此

对你来说
我也只会是曾经路过的 陌生人