imy. 

27.12.2013

forced myself to start my diet plan

seem like not really works on me

i always get hungry

and eat alot

how i gonna slim down before cny?

damn

i just wish i could stop eating too much rubbish foods

planning to have some sport once in a week

badminton would be my first choice

anyone wanna join?

lol

although i know once in a week not really enough

just wish to have more time to do more things

please don't be lazy RACHEL

hold it on and you could do it

no more lazy, no give up this time

you wanna be prettier

this is what you must do

pray for myself

***fingercrossing***

the last friday in 2013

wish everyone have a good and unforgotten friday.

christmas?

i've been staying home alone, had maggie for 3 days

this is how i passed my christmas

bored.

when bff and bf not in town

i felt myself a very little lonely

no where to go

nothing to do :(

nothing speacial

i was really too bored 

to came and blog about this

lol

anyway, wish all of you a merry christmas

have fun and enjoy the day with friends and the love one

23.12.2013

i guess i've been thinking too much

i had a dream

not a sweet dream

and also, not a nightmare

just too true 

that's what i always thinking when it really happens in my life

my choice, hurt the one i most not willing to 

keep the situation like now

then i wont be hurting anyone

let it go, could be better

looking back all the old pictures, status or video on fb

i seriously miss high school life

too much joy and memories

i wish to go back when i was still that young

i feel like calling somebody right this moment

but i just, i just can't

hold it on Rachel

you could do it

nights.

14.12.2013

17 days more to end 2013

i always start with a day counting

when would it end, when would it start 

day by day, i am really wasting the days in my life

going to be in 22, what had i done for the past of my life?

something meaningful? 

look back to your past

what have you got?

are you fulfilling your dreams? 

step by step, getting near to your perfect future?

am still have nothing in my life

no dreams, no goals, no motivations

there are always the same thing that i am blogging about

get a little too bored in myself

what to do? what to change?

just too lazy

loving the song of my blog

i heard it from facebook actually

i love the lyrics, it touched me

just found out the piano chords

seem like not too difficult

so i am gonna learn it since nobody is going to sing for me

lol

anyway, i am still being good here

although there are really something i could not tell but bother me the most

keep it simple

i would find out the answer someday

*blessing*

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又一个不知不觉 

2013也快过完了 

昨天的同学聚会 好令人怀念 

很愉快的一个晚上 

我曾经以为我们的步伐不会有太大的转变 

但是时间磨练了你 却忘了我可能还在原地踏步 

听着你诉说着未来的一切 

我顿时觉得 我们的距离或许又大一步的远离了 

那一切一切不再是我向往的未来 

你可以说我长不大 也可以说我幼稚没大志 

我的目标，还是只有一个 

简单幸福温馨的家 

而不是以钱为前提 

妈咪常说 钱够用就好 不奢侈不浪费 

有钱的 结局终不会好 

看戏也是这么做 

恭喜你终于找到了自己的目标 

真心地 希望你过得很好 

祝福你 

24.11.2013

一句话 伤透了心 

却没让我狠狠地记住教训

掩饰不了正真的那一份感觉

却也不想要多加解释

还在努力 学会放弃 

23.11.2013

The way he think of me

Seriously hurt, the most. 

He make all this end. 

My Jay ♥

you've no ideas how amazing he was

always surprising people

how can he be so amazing and perfect?

really killed me

he is really the man that i can't stop loving

the only one that i willing to love for my rest of life

save money from now on

i wanted to go everywhere to see his concert

please wait for me

i will meet you in taiwan soon

♥ LOVE YOU BABY JAY ♥

the sky is crying, my heart is bleeding.