Wednesday, March 16, 2011

I want to Sleep =((


Yesterday I was super Tired 
But I can't sleep for the whole night
When I close my eyes
Tears started drop
I don't know why My mind full of Him
I Miss Him
very badly
=((

Daddy Mommy have changed my room design
They move my bed to another side
1 month ago
Seriously, I don't like to sleep on this side
Feel very uncomfortable
Since the room have changed
I didn't sleep well Every Night
That's why I'm tired Everyday
sick of it
I told Them I don't like to sleep here
They said:
"So many eyes watching you sleep everyday, how can you sleep well?"
(cos my wall full of poster)
They asked me to take all the poster away
After that I can sleep very well for sure
I was: " WTF = = " 
Why so superstitious?
really can't understand
FengShui?
Trust myself better
= =
Argue till very tired and boring ady
Whatever they like
I think I sleep sofa more better 
I didn't sleep for very long time ady
!!I want to Sleep!!
That's all I want to do
[Sleep Sleep SLEEP]

Headache again
Take a Nap first


Tuesday, March 15, 2011

给最爱的你♥


几乎 每一篇 我都跟老公说谢谢 和 对不起
这一篇 也不例外

他最失败的地方
就是永远不知道我在难过什么
很遗憾 每一次 我都要很无趣的告诉他
哭的当儿 还想要加一句 
"你真笨惨了"
我知道 他会扁起嘴 然后等我哄回他
所以不让他计划得逞
我总把这句话放在心上
偶尔说溜了口
还要装下无辜 说声对不起
哄回他

也几乎每一天 他都在哄我
没变
跟他一起 我让自己变成了一个小女孩 小婴儿
总是要他呵我 哄我
这样 我会开心些
至少我知道 他还在意 还愿意花那点点时间哄我开心

我总爱无理取闹 发小姐脾气 邀他吵架
这么多天以来 尽管我怎么闹
他连吵架 也不想跟我吵
是对是错 他总说
"对不起 不要生气 不要不开心了 好不好?"
我只能说 他真的升级了
他的耐性 忍耐力 比我想象还要坚强

也只有对着他
我才会变成这样

对不起

亲爱的, 我会记得

你会开门让我上车
(是你贴心的地方)
半夜肚子饿你会带我去吃东西
(很窝心 很感动)
会陪我玩很幼稚的游戏
(偶尔幼稚换来的笑容更多)
吃西餐你会帮我切小块
(我可以容易吃 也吃快点)
打雷你会陪我
(即使不在身边 会一直通电话 让我安心下来)
你会要我早点睡觉
(即使一时适应不来 你会要我慢慢学)
在别人面前叫我老婆
(一向都这样叫我)
偶尔唱歌给我听
(虽然有时只是一时兴起)
偶尔很故意要跟我顶嘴
(生活乐趣 我们都很开心)
逼我看你新学的魔术
(要我知道 你很厉害 虽然我从来不赞他厉害 但心里其实觉得他很棒)
常常告诉我周杰伦的事
(我们的话题更多 *他比我更迷周杰伦*)
我有想不明白的事
(很有耐心一一为我解答 *他不想我乱/多想)
别人夸他 我会质疑
(心里却很引以为傲)
不跟我吵架 吵架不顶嘴 
(不想破坏我们的感情)
什么事都迁就我
(希望我开心)

就像我之前说
不管我
多任性 多无理
多霸道 多取闹
多疯狂 多幼稚
多公主 多挑剔
多麻烦 多敏感
多野蛮 多搞怪
永远包容我的 除了 爹地妈咪
还有一个人
那就他

+互相信任 很重要+

谢谢你 一直以来的包容
我知道 你也辛苦了
学习不依赖你
让自己独立起来
不再像个小孩
不给你添麻烦
答应你的事尽量做到
不让你为我操心
学习珍惜现在拥有的
不投诉不抱怨我没有的
信任你 体谅你 疼爱你 迁就你
还有
♥我爱你♥

P/s: 不要骂我, 我知道我答应了你去睡觉.
现在就去睡
晚安 
=))


Monday, March 14, 2011

Hubby♥


FB is So Damn SLOW!!
Making me get Angry
... ...
Luckily still have Twitter
But I'm not playing now
Steph is not there tweets with Me
=((

Hubby went out ady
I tot he is coming to find me today
(actually he wanted)
But Mr.L not Happy
He wanna spend some time to Him
I'm Unhappy
He coaxed Me
Feel Much Better
Hmm
Currently
He is at outside Now
ˇ^ˇ

I don't know why being with Him I was like a little girl
Correctly, it should be like a Baby
He coaxed Me every time
I feel very Sorry
BUT
I enjoyed Every time he coaxed me
I Love Him
=D
He would never do anything to prove that he love me
But I can feel it from some small details
He Love Me
=P

Hubby
Sorry for sometime making you headache
 I know I'm a trouble
But you still here with Me
Forgive Everything
Love Me Always
Thank you so much
♥ You
=))

Saturday, March 12, 2011

读书 读书 读什么? ~.~


刚从教育展回来
第二次了
我还是没有很清晰自己想要读什么
我想 最基本 还是先修个英文班吧
再慢慢考虑清楚
老实说 Inti确实不是我想读的
还要花我那么多年时间
今天去问别的才知道原来成绩烂
也不一定要读那么多 那么久
努力点 要毕业也很快
有钱 有能力 我也想读Taylor's
试问 名校有谁不想读?
Help? KDU? Tarc College?
=((
妈咪的顾虑也是对的
Damasara 确实远了些
还是继续再找吧
不想后悔
三分钟热度是我的臭习惯
免得出事
考虑 考虑 慎重考虑
ˇ^ˇ

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Boring Day =(


I'm here again
=D

I didn't sleep for the whole night
I don't know why the whole night I keep turning left and right
Just can't fall asleep
and I'm freaking Tired
I woke up to watch movie
Finally I fall asleep when I'm watching TV
0930am I go back my room to sleep
Same as usual
I woke up at 0530pm
Hubby's phone call waking me up everyday
Hubby, Sorry
=(

Finally I meet Hubby's senior and his gf last night
Actually I have meet him before 
But very long years ago
~.~
Hubby always yamcha with them
Sometime He wanted to bring me along
But I never attend before
(I'm shy) =P
Yesterday was the first night I go with Him
He formally introduced to them who am I
Yes, year after year... ME again
=)

Tired again
I Miss Hubby
ˇ^ˇ

Hello =D


Finally I'm here to Blogging
Sorry for Disappeared
I'm not Hiding myself
Just Everyday Slept until Evening only Woke up
See, I woke up at 0530pm today
That's why I got no time to online
Some more I'm lazy also 
Sorry
=(

What am I doing?
I doing Nothing Everyday
Sleep, Eat, Watch TV, Online, Hang Out with Hubby
That's all I'm doing Everyday

No School, No Work, No Club
Only staying at HOME
Sleep in the Morning, Wake up in the Evening
 What's Life?
Enjoy?
Yes, I'm actually very Enjoyed
=)

Have been 2 week I didn't meet Anyone
Except Family, Hubby, Kitty and Nic
That's why they said I'm disappeared
@.@

I don't know why I don't feel like going out
Just wanna stay at home Enjoy My own life
Life with Computer and Television and Phone and Hubby
Actually Hubby is the Main point
I wanna spend all the time with him right now
Cos start from Next Week he got No time to accompany Me
His friends coming to stay on 13th
and He is going to Church camp on 17th again
That's why I need to spend the time with Him
I think there should be a week we won't meet each other
But he said We still with meet, With his friends together only
Whatever, I wanna stick with Him
=P

Alright
I'm Tired
Time to Sleep Early
Good Night World
Hope you guys Enjoy Everyday
Have a very NiceDay Everyday

Sunday, March 6, 2011

什么生活?


颓废 颓废 一再颓废的生活
每天5,6点睡觉
4,5点起床
是正常人过的生活吗?
我的世界 颠倒 再 颠倒了
每天除了看戏 看戏 还是 看戏
没有早餐 没有午餐
只有 晚餐 和 宵夜
就连出门 也嫌懒惰
除了家人和宝贝
也快1个星期没出现在别人面前了
还有人问说 我消失去哪了?
呵呵
还真好笑
我一直都在 在家 做宅女
有兴趣 可以到 杨府 一起体验
随时 欢迎
=)

陈绮贞 她的声音 很好听
很喜欢

两个人在一起久了 会上瘾?


两个人在一起久了,会发现自己有时幼稚的像个儿童。

两个人在一起久了,才知道原来一个人可以如此的去想念另一个人。

两个人在一起久了,自己的不良爱好会因为对方的不喜欢而终止。

两个人在一起久了,会比以前更加奋斗,把压力当成动力。

两个人在一起久了,奇怪的变的很乖,会按时吃饭按时睡觉。

两个人在一起久了,父母管不下来的习惯,会因为他/她的一声哼,而改正。

两个人在一起久了,会深深的喜欢上以前那份厌恶督促,催促,教训。

两个人在一起久了,脑子里会老记着去看看手机。即使是个山寨货。

两个人在一起久了,会常看一些生活小常识,星座相配,异性服装。

两个人在一起久了,偶尔就和发春状态一样说出我爱你。

两个人在一起久了,撒娇多了,冷言少了,(嗯) 字多了,(不)字少了。

两个人在一起久了,看见相拥,亲吻的场景,会用好浪漫去形容。

两个人在一起久了,人会变的很细心很敏感,嘴笨也学会甜言蜜语了。

两个人在一起久了,会在任何时间任何地点,为了一个可爱的幻想站着傻笑。

两个人在一起久了,常在琢磨是因为寂寞才想你还是想你才寂寞。

两个人在一起久了,漫不经心打听他(兄弟)/她(姐妹)的情侣是否很出众,很乐意的给自己增加压力。

两个人在一起久了,即使搂在怀里了,也会为了自己一个虚有的幻想而担心失去,很不安心。

两个人在一起久了,平常游戏的时间是在专心的关注着对方的签名,日志,一切有关系的讯息。

两个人在一起久了,会很想陪伴着他/她去做他/她想做的事,即使是自己从没触碰过的。

两个人在一起久了,通常只是偷瞄走过的异性,然后惊慌失措的说句还是你最漂亮/还是你最帅。

两个人在一起久了,兄弟/姐妹/朋友的会常对自己说一句话。(重色轻友的家伙)

两个人在一起久了,虚伪说你真是个大坏蛋,内心不知道有多怜惜这个大坏蛋。

两个人在一起久了, 是会上瘾的。


我想 
♥ 我上瘾了 ♥

Sorry that I Loved You.


有人说 我像个小孩
我愣了
小孩?
天真单纯? 
还是
低B没脑?
还真的 难以理解

他曾经说 她不好
我问 为什么?
他说 不知道
我说 我很好吗?
他答 你不好我不会跟你一起3年
我心想 我很好 为什么要断断续续跟我分开和好?

那一个晚上 我们 都对彼此坦白了

而现在 我让自己 回到原点?
胡思乱想 胡乱猜测
是我看戏看太多?
还是 老毛病又犯了?

这一个晚上
我迷失了自己
我有说不出的不开心
他问了好几次 发生什么事
我笑了笑 回答说我没事
是他看穿了我
最后 他累了
用有点不耐烦的语气说 不是说好要坦白吗?
那一刻 我哭了
他抱着我 沉默了
我在想 我到底在干嘛?
这不是我喜欢的人吗, 我在乱想乱怀疑个什么?
信任 去哪了?


是我过分的 担心 忧虑?


宝贝
*对不起*

I Loved you more than I ever thought I could Love Anyone,
Maybe that was the Problem.
I just don't want to LOSE you again.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Waiting Waiting ~.~


Hubby have went out with his friends
and now
I'm waiting for Him
Actually I was sleeping just now
He call me when I'm sleeping
Asking me can he go out with his friends?
Hmm..
Yes, you can
Reach home before 3am
cos He have class early in the morning and also got to go church tomorrow
We Deal.

I woke up
Find something to Eat
Watch TV
Online now
I'm super tired
But still waiting for him
cos I can't fall asleep When he is at outside 
Worry about Him
I need to make sure he reached home safely
Then I only can sleep


I think after the Drama
He will be home
I can Sleep ady
=P

More half and hour

Alright
Good Night World
Have a Sweet Dream
=)