Tuesday, April 12, 2011

EMO Morning [HATE]


Force to get up on my sleep

Getting Mad again

Stupid brother disturb me sleep while I'm sleeping
I don't like people come in to my room when I'm sleeping
I just don't like
Told him so many times
still the same
H A T E

Try to sleep back
failed
so mad I can't fall back to sleep

Call Hubby
Alright
That's not I want to hear
fine
I find my way to get through this morning

I'm super tired
Not enough sleep, headache come to disturb me again
damn it

recently headache become more and more serious
should take it seriously
Time to see Doctor

What a bad mood
emo tuesday
ˇ^ˇ

plan failed, make persistent efforts.


No food after 8pm is really killing me
I didn't have dinner today
I was super hungry in the night
At the End
 I just have my dinner+supper
plan failed again
ˇ^ˇ

I'm tired now
but can't just go to sleep after eating
supposed to wait for the food digestion
more 3 hours maybe
killing me again
=(

Hubby is sleeping right now
sleep also didn't tell me
Hmph
I think he will wake up at 4pm++
cos he slept so early just now
My call disturb his sleep
when he pick up the phone
the sound is very blur
I think he have forget what I say
he still can fall back to sleep after the phone
How tired is he
~.~

I was thinking I should go to sleep?
or wait for him to wake up?
Hmm
confuse+ing
@.@

A lot of movies attracting me
RIO
HOP
JUSTIN BIEBER: NEVER SAY NEVER
When can I watch this all?
waiting.. waiting.. keep waiting
Guess at the End
I will certainly watch on Internet
No exceptions
Hubby won't watch this kind of movie with me
one more time
STOP DREAMING
= =

Time to take a Nap
I miss Hubby so much
Good Night World

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Am I sick? Hmm..


I'm feeling so sick right now
Feel like vomit
Body was hot
Headache still with me Not to go

When I came home this afternoon
Sleep with no aircon and fan
still feeling so cold
and abit dizzy After awake

God bless Me
I don't want to get Sick

Hubby
come a.s.a.p
I need you very badly
=(

我不要 吴彦祖 - 想要爱 "古天乐".


很充实的过了一个早上
吃早餐 看电影
和亲爱的Lily小姐一起
共度美好的早晨
=)

去看了 [单身男女]
照理来说 应该每个女生都会选吴彦祖
相反的 我会选古天乐
十个男人 九个滚 还有一个在想着
确定第11个真的可靠?
当他乖的时候 你何尝不是告诉他
男人不坏 女人不爱
那为什么 当他坏的时候 就后悔了?

现实生活上
有多少的男生真的可靠?
大多也只有一个
就是 爹地

我的生活模式
告诉了所有人 再好的人出现
我还是会挑古天乐
就在做着这么一回事
Lily她 了解我
倒影回来
我身边那个 也还不是一名古天乐
好爱玩 *(不是玩女人)
我也还 不是 就这样 选择了他
为的只是相信 他真的会改
不想让他期望的事 变成落寞失望
我会心疼
就像心疼电影里面的古天乐一样
莫名的有一股心酸涌了出来
不是每个人 都会有这么一个机会
在你拥有的时候 请珍惜
不要辜负 身边对你有所期望的她
毕竟 她不是势必要给你机会的
还会有比你更爱她的他出现
如果爱她 保护她
眼泪 让它留在教堂里流

莫名的 感触
我的你 好爱你

Sometimes I wonder what was that thing that made me love you so deeply.

Headache=( Insomnia again.


I should be sleeping now
After the 2 hours sleep
I'm awake

I don't know why suddenly headache
Waking me up and can't fall asleep
That's why I'm here to blogging
To be Honest
I'm super tired
and the headache is so annoying

Hmm
I think I know what happened to me

Need to send BoyBoy to tuition early in the morning
I'm regret telling them I going out in the morning
If not I can sleep more 1 hour
sigh

I always re-read my text messages on my phone while I'm lying in bed bored
realize that have been a time some message no longer appear anymore
very small thing
but I care it so much
The last thing I do every night and The first thing I do every morning is Checking my phone
I always wish there was something on my phone after I woke up
Either sms or missed calls
failed
Everytime I read our old conversations, I realize how close we used to be
Time goes, Everything back to Normal

I use few hours to post this
Inattentive
=(
Time showing now 0416am
Alright
Time to Nap
Good Night World.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

This is not a Fairytale.


Finally I have finished my Digimon
and I cried again
*Touching*

Cartoon always make me cry
I'm crazy and stupid
~.~

I Love Cartoon
Always Happy Ending
*with Smile*

Hmm
Hubby still busy+ing with his work
I wish I was there to help him
=(
Anyway
Although I'm not there with him
But I'm here to accompanying him
I will be there when he needs
Baby, support you always
LY
=)

Alright
I have nothing more to post
Abit tired here
Take a nap
Good Night World.

*Sometimes I wish my life was like a fairytale, happy, simple and perfect.

Friday, April 8, 2011

Sometime, wish that I can go back to the time.


Life, The arrangement of God.


I break my promise
I didn't get to sleep with Hubby the same time

Eat alot today
is Too full to sleep now

Sorry Hubby
=(

..Hmm..
What should I study?
Mommy keep annoy me Everyday
I just don't like
sick of it

Seriously
I don't want to go NS
I'm scared
I don't want to leave Hubby 3 month long
I can't! I can't!!
I don't like strangers
Somebody who can help me to skip this?

NS = EveryNight with Tears
=((

I ... Don't want to Leave YOU.


Good Night Hubby

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

This's Girl.


Female Dictionary

I love you = Tell me you do more.

Leave me alone = Please don't go.

Nothing, forget it = You'd better figure out what you did wrong.

I'm OK = Hold me tight, I need a shoulder to cry on.

It's OK, I'm not angry = I'm just disappointed.


That's Truth people
Boys, know it and learn it
Girls don't like to say out what they feels
That's what you need to know
Love her & Protect her

Not in the Mood


I'm not in a good mood
I don't know why
Smile Gone

feel like wanna cry out loudly

struggling about what?
Me?
what is he thinking?
I'm confusing.

I hate this Fxcking mood
Why am I forcing myself being like this?
and I just don't like to be like this

smile, can you come back to me?

Someday
I just wish I can live without you, without everyone.