Saturday, February 7, 2015

07.02.2015 Saturday


hard time to me
nothing more i wanted to say
just, thanks for the few hours in the night
you always had the power to make me felt better
thank you
but always get bluffed, endless "talk to you later"
end up forgetting me
just fine, friends, i understand,

i am good actually
just a little lonely some time
some tears maybe
but at least not too worse
i can still handle it

dont know what to do at home
had no mood to watch tv, online
what i do? lying on bed, non stop refreshing my phone
to see what's new on the socials
no texts, no calls
my friends? they just ignored me
okay, they dont think i need to be consoled
fine too, i have to bear it myself


**Dont expect what you expected, I believe God will always have better plan for me**