莫名的 失落

6月又到了尾声

我最爱的生日月又来了

或许不该期待

那只会带来更大的失落

想一想 好像好多年没认真的渡过生日

去年自家的庆生会以外

原来 我并没有一个特别记得的生日

是因为 每一年 都没人 记得我的 生日

除了我的家人 还有 一个人 

最期待的一天 也是我最难过的一天 

晚安

19.06.2014

the weather is really good today

have some plans, shall be going with plans

but i am very lazy to out now

the big sun, so hot out there

i just wanna stay with my lovely room

cooling aircon and comfy bed

i will definitely fall asleep anytime

lol

been finding for my cardigan for weeks

i wonder where it gone suddenly

can't even find it

but now i remember where it gone

just forget about it

i should get myself a new one

yeah, doesn't matter anymore

9 more days to go for my taiwan trip

kinda excited actually

finally i get to go, one of my dream place

okay, i should start praying for it

"Dear God, let me meet BabyJay some where in taiwan, and take a picture with him please"

my birthday wish

i am not following the news

i don't really know that where is BabyJay now

maybe not in taiwan, somewhere concerting

but this is the only wish that i got for this trip

not important for the shopping or visiting

i know i may be very disappoint for it

but just give it a try, a wish

never try never know, right?

*self consoling*

have a great day

*hugs*

enchanted.

17.06.2014

Hi People, how was your tuesday?

i had a terrible tuesday

Thanks God the day finally came to the end, almost

lol

didn't manage to watch my movie that day

went out tea with my bestie

and had father's day dinner together with family

grandparents came from hometown

i was so happy to see them

meeting them i think once in a year

i should be meeting them more as i can

since they are really old now

treasure the time that we have

simple outfit of the day

top from topshop

bottom from miss selfridge

bag from white chocolate (brand of HK)

okay, there're something that i wanna share with you guys

as you all know, astro is showing [ASTRO STAR QUEST] now

every sunday, 8pm

not watching for years

but i am crazy chasing for this year

this boy get my attention

sean, 20 year old

a handsome boy

okay, he is the type that i like

but this is not the point

his voice, killed me

so touching ; so charming

i can't get my eyes off of him seriously

he is really perfect to me

how i wish i could get him

just wishing

lol

i love you sean

good luck and all the best

support you no matter what

and another one, rice

this two boy get my attention

i wish both of you could get into final

**fully support**

looking forward for the next show

good show guys

**loves**

sunday morning

Morning Beautiful World

just got up

no, i think i got up around 9 this morning

then rolling on the bed, until now

willing to be wake

lol

had a weird dream last night

the someone should not appear in my life anymore

i gonna move on and not letting it to effects my life now

i am happy.

what to do on sunday?

gonna spend my day with my lappie

to finish my movie

if no one call me out for a date

haha

watched 2 movies that day

endless love and the vow

wanted watch for so long and finally i watched

sometimes was just too lazy to open the laptop

but i wish i could staying home for the whole day

do nothing but just watch all the movies that i wants

today is the day

my plan, to continue my movie

'Married Life'

yeah, Rachel Mcadams again

i think some of you must be curious why her

maybe because we both named 'Rachel'? lol

this is one of the reasons i like her

she is really gorgeous

the first movie that i watch of her

'The Time Traveler's Wife-2009'

Starring: Eric Bana , Rachel McAdams

if you watched the movie

you may know why now

not a big fans but i think i should watch all her movies

to support and know more about her

actually all the movies that she acts, mostly talk about love

some people may think its really bored

but for me, i think its quite meaningful

i could get some ideas sometimes

learns while watching

best lesson ever

alright, gonna have my breakfast and start my movie

may see you all tonight again

have a very great day people

[Happy Father's Day to all the Fathers in the World]

day with bff

14.06.2014

another day out, for the June Babies Birthday Celebration

i was super late for the date

should be meeting at 7pm

i reached at 9pm

lol

sorry about that

get lost while on my way to go

went solaris mont kiara for the celebration

if you knowing me well

you'd know that i doesn't like to go so far

i was so lazy to drive and i don't really know the road

only in kl, i'd like to attend any party or dates

okay, back to the topic

i went last night, for the 2 hours

just so good to be with you all

simple, happy and warm

too good to have you all in my life

#bff

not having dinner with them

cos i had my dinner before going

thanks babyboy for being my driver, accompanied me to go

so that i don't have to drive for so far

#hugs

the JUNE babies

Happy Birthday to Both of YOU

wish yours dream come true

stay happy and pretty

friendship forever

#loves

simple but best

was getting fatter now

skipped my workout for 3 days

just too busy and too tired

felt so sorry to myself

sorry for eaten too much these days

gonna chase back for my time

not gonna missed up my workout plan again

perfect body wanted

had a simple birthday celebration with my bestie here last night

first time been here

honestly, the foods is really not good as i expected

but the desserts, is really nice

**must try**

thanks nic for treating the dinner

still long to go for my birthday

but we celebrated together as well

just because i won't be around here on my birthday

so that had my first celebration on this year

most earliest birthday celebration

lol

thanks for the night

for my bestie, i know you would says very thankyou for the night

you're most welcome

i should be the one who says thankyou

to be with me when i needs

to be my listener when i wanted to tell

giving me tissue when my tears fall like rains

do appreciate to have you in my life

happy birthday in advance

i love you

♥

If there are someone like Noah

Rachel Mcadams

i love all her movies

just so nice.

i just watched

and i can't stop my tears while watching it

i wish i was brave like Allie

to make the right choice

too bad that, i am just me

i am not brave enough to choose

memories is up

what do you mean?

it's all deep in the heart

i love you, and you

and i could only make it this way.

:“So, it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? Thirty years from now, forty years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him- go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again, if I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.”

No one waits for Forever

Nobody loves like Noah.

:"they will go back to where they came from."

11.06.2014.

我会删除你的所有

不再和你联络 

记得那些错

别再错.

最爱的 无人能比 

真心的哭 原来 那么痛