Saturday, June 30, 2012


less than 2 hours
gonna says goodbye to June
welcoming for July?
no, i will be sad on 1st of July i think
don't come and ask me why
i won't be telling anyone
secret of myself
i'm sorry

so far everything goes smoothly
just getting not enough time for sleep
although tired, but still worth and happy
so not complaining about anything


Sometimes the things we can't change end up changing us


July, be good to me
*Loves.

Friday, June 29, 2012


almost end of the month
should be happy
July always my *love month

yes, my birthday is coming soon
but i don't really want to celebrate it
cos i know there won't be any surprise for me
better don't expect any of things
good for me
i don't wanna make myself fall

i'm sorry that i'm still not having the happy mood to blog
the life now is really tired, over tired for me
Baby still the same
i've got no energy to argue with him anymore

yeah, maybe the peoples are right 
i should agree with them
and accept the fact that i can never changes





irly.

Wednesday, June 20, 2012


finally, i got the time to online with my laptop
to check my mails and blogging also
just so free tonight and i got the mood

am having a very good mood recently
although not always meeting my baby
but at least we are trying not to quarrel
this is what good for us

saturday
JAYESSLEE
so looking forward for it
must be an awesome night

alright
i actually quite lazy to blog now
mood suddenly gone
lol
stay turn for my next post
will be sharing more about everything in my life
don't miss it

lastly, a song for my readers
this is my favorite love song
enjoy it

Thursday, June 14, 2012


当爱开始变质的时候

互相留给彼此的

也只有难受


你要我留下 除了不断地忽略以外
你还为了什么而奋斗努力?

拜托你 告诉我
不要再去奢望我了解你
我一点都不
不要没有解释的行动
我不明白那是什么回事

我喜欢的那个你
到底 去了哪里?

Wednesday, June 13, 2012


这一首歌是为了提醒我自己
要做一个Better Me

我一直以为 我以为的以为
原来都只是一堆无谓的以为

金钱不是用来衡量也不是用来弥补或补偿

看着你崩溃的那一刻
我知道唯一能让你好过的
就只有 圆了你的要求

这一句对不起 我知道是于事无补
还是必须对你说上一句
对不起, 很 对不起

谢谢你 这么爱我


对不起
又让妳看到这么狼狈的我
谢谢妳静静地坐在床头陪着我
看着我抱头大哭 安慰我安抚我
替我扫背哄我睡觉
抱歉我不能告诉妳发生什么事
我有必要为自己负责
而不是每次往妳逃
谢谢妳 心疼我的心疼


看来我还真的很有潜质参加饥饿三十
如果有排名
我也一定会在三甲里


Dear God, thanks for giving me a He
He was the best thing ever happen in my life
*withmuchlove
*ily

Monday, June 11, 2012


sorry for not blogging yesterday
i've got no time for it
too tired and busy of outing :P

had a awesome night with my love
he is really cute *just sometimes
most of the time, he is just so Evil
naughty like a kid

2 more weeks for my Jayesslee's concert
guess what? i count downing everyday
so looking forward for the concert
and can't wait for another awesome day with baby

almost 1am
dad and mom keep nagging on me, asking me to sleep
they do the same thing everyday
open my door, remind me of the time, i shall go to bed right the moment
i always get abit mad when they start nagging on me
they always thought their daughter still in kindergarten
speechless.
mom, dad, i'm 20 this year
are you guys sure still have to treat me like a kid?
i'll sleep when i feel tired
why so bother about it? -.-'

how good if there are another daughter in the family
so that they don't only focus on me

sighh
shut down the laptop, switch of the light
is time for me to sleep
monday blue? everyday blue
nights world

Saturday, June 9, 2012


it's Friday
but i'm not going anywhere
just stay home for resting
#enjoy.

i've got nothing to post today
am just so lazy to think
forgive me plss

wanna go and bed now
see you guys tomorrow kay?
have a nice day people
nights sweet world
*imybaby

Friday, June 8, 2012


meeting once a week
should be a happy day
but always end like the babydonald
always turned bad at the end
i wondering why always ended like this?
maybe, is me getting too tired, easy to get angry

i always emo when i was tired
and out of patience, get angry
this is me, and always be

i was like doing the things what a bf should be doing
sometimes i envy and jealous about others
why her bf can be so good to her?
i wondering why the things not happens on me?
so so many question marks, annoyed me

yeah, i know my bf being best too
although i always blaming and complaining
but deep inside my heart, i know he still care about me
but just caring less

this is love
when you thought to give up
there are always something that hold you back

i should be saying sorry
sorry that getting angry on you
i was just too tired
*but as i said, this is your fault, you didn't care about my feelings when you make decision.

Baby, i wanted to be the 1st in your list, not the last
things you do, think of me, and counts me along
not lefting me alone

alright
vent enough
still thanks for today Baby
you make my day again
happy, sweet, warm
*ily

bed time
nights world
have a blessing day

Thursday, June 7, 2012


been a week, am just so lazy to blog
tiredness, felt sleepy all the time
exhausted 

i feel like ending this month asap
restless
i wanna stay home for sleeping 1 month long
and to do nothing just to rest

or maybe i should just find a guy to get married be a housewife
forget about money, study, etc problems
just staying home, enjoy life
yeah, i was dreaming
unrealistic -.-'

alright
just a short post here
time to sleep
baby waiting me in dream
i shall go and meet him now
nights sweet world


Tuesday, June 5, 2012


can't believe that i spend almost rm600 in 2 hours
this is what called Shopaholic
lol


shop with a happy mood
bought the things i love
excited of spending money
heart not bleeding but regretting
i should buy the other shirts together also
sighh, sad


let's see what i bought today
first, this is not the thing i planned to buy today
i planned to buy a Nike running shoes
unfortunately my shoes spoiled in the half way when i walking to the restaurant going to dinner
i was like Oh My Fuxk Shit, how come so bad luck today? :(
luckily there are a Bata shop opposite the restaurant
so mom brought me there to buy a new shoes
then i just chose the sport shoes, so that don't have to buy another one more
mom chosen the shoes for me, i thought she supposed to pay for me
but she don't want :'(
she wants me to pay myself since she know there are some money inside my wallet
this is my mom, evil
bad mama

this is my purpose of going out today
i don't want to make another regret of missing any concerts again
i know the show certainly worth for the price
so yeah, i'm looking forward for the day with the Love

most love
i love the cortoon
cute and cool *so likeeeee
this is the smallest size but still like abit big to me
although that, i still bought it home
since i really really like it
regretted of not buying the batman home
sighhh, was like... so not comfortable inside my heart

baby don't worry
this is all worth for the prices
i'm happy doing it for you and also myself
what you have to do is just stay loving me

alright, time to sleep
nights pretty world
sweet dream and sleep tight




Friday, June 1, 2012


2 hours sleep is definitely not enough for me
body not working, i feel like dying
so dead

i miss him, very very much
how good if he is here to hugs me
giving me his power, then i may not being so dead now
i feel like sleeping
but still waiting for his call


listen some songs, prepare my sleeping mood while waiting for calls
then straight away to sleep after the phone
not wasting the time only for waiting

1st of June
although he is not here with me
except tiredness
so far everything is okay today
good starting for the month, shall be a good month
Dear June, be good to me kay?
love you much

alright
bye people
see you guys tomorrow
have a nice sleep
*loves


my posts is all without title
i'm lazy of thinking
sometimes blogging is not that hard but the title
always wasted the time thinking of what title suitable to the post
this is so annoying to me
that's why i make it empty without titles
forgive about my lazy

last day of May
at least i'm happy with the last day
he is with me, warm and sweet
*so much love

thanks for today
promise me to take care of yourself kay?
don't make yourself too tired
get enough sleep and rest
drink more and more water
i'll be here waiting for you to come back

good night baby
sweet dream and sleep tight

this is for you
no doubt, you just sleep like babydonald
lol

gonna miss you crazy
*loves