泪·累

当我来得越频密

就代表想你的次数渐加

上一篇说道 其实我并没有觉得那首歌很好听

但是这两天 我无时无刻都在重播着

也只有这样我才能安抚自己说

他并不值得

最近都把手机调到静音振动

大概维持了一个星期吧

每天的每天 都很期待手机响起

会是你想念的简讯

我不想要接受的事实

却一直逼着我要去面对

我真的没怎么样

只是变成了 一个朋友也说不上的身份

变得不再被需要

不再被关心

不再被疼爱

我不想 真的不想 但是心 真的很痛

我可以怎么做 让自己忘掉这些伤痛？

越是沉默 我越觉得自己 好卑贱

我真的需要沦落到 这样吗？

眼泪你真的好不争气

你好吗 我的男人

**你算什么男人 算什么男人

眼睁睁看 她走却不闻不问

是有多天真 就别再硬撑

期待你挽回 却拱手让人**

J ♥ R，Jay ♥ Rachel

这个锁 和我 好相配

名字好搭哦

哈哈哈哈哈

这歌来得及时

好符合我的现实状况

我没有要骂说 你算什么男人

虽然这真的是我的心底话

我也没有特别觉得这首歌多好听

可能歌词的优美度没有很高

只有很简单却又牵动女孩们的心

可能也只有 有故事的人 才能体会当中的意义

MV确实拍得不错 为歌词加了好多分

画面都带了出来

只是对嘴的那部分 有点格格不入 好勉强哦

哈哈哈

整体还是好的喇 至少我也有感同身受的体会

2首歌 首播了 都大获好评

我有很认真期待新专辑的诞生

大家都要一起支持 神一般 的 周杰伦

♥

Today.

我那些没由来的情绪低落 闷闷不乐 沉默 我也不知道它从哪里来 什么时候走 那时候我就像神经病 冷言冷语提不起兴趣 可是你如果真的喜欢我 就请你别离开我 虽然你不一定能哄好我 可是你在我会很安心 因为足够相信你不会离开我 所以才肆无忌惮对你发脾气讲话难听 我从来没有想过有一天你会离开我 

我不想去想像没有我的日子 你和她会笑得多甜蜜幸福 从你开口说出想要保护她的坚持 心碎一地的我却得不到你一句的安慰 自残吗 面对爱情 我永远都是堕落自贱 现在的关系 我是多余的那位 在你心里 会想念的人并不是我 认真的看着你述说着她的关于 你并不懂心疼痛的那滋味 眼泪就像血一样 流出来隐隐作痛 

真的不懂我该用什么身份继续逗留 好不要脸的一直一直纠缠 作践自己 每一刻我都觉得好不开心 又能怎么办 以具示人 面具戴上 就是一辈子了 我是小丑 欢乐背后的故事 你又懂得多少 

他爱我 我爱你 你爱她 他爱你

故事就是这样

晚安 爱

那么快 又见面了

哈哈

whatsapp真的是很棒的发明

last seen功能是真的让人又爱又恨

包括 我

其实我也只喜欢用whatsapp

wechat, line, kakao blablabla 我都不太爱用

为什么突然说这个？

是因为我在意的那个人

看了我的简讯竟然不回复

当下的我是有很想爆粗的激动

不过气很快就过了

我要一直告诉自己 要冷静要耐心

从我选择再次踏出这一步

就有心理准备一切都不容易

其实他说得对

我真的不想要去接受事实

即使我不再是那个人 我也想要重新(心)出发

心里虽然默认了他说的话

却固执任性相信自己可以改变这一切

虽然漂浮在我脑海的画面 又会是一个不欢而散

我不晓得 为什么画面出来了 我仍然还在任性

是真心 还是 不甘心

并不想要搞懂

我只承认的是 我想要买一个保障 这倒是真的

他看到了重点

因为我不想一无所有

对不起

重感情是优点 也是缺点

我只在乎值得的人

家人 朋友 爱人

我在乎你 因为你值得

待续..

其实 我并没有在抒写心情的状况里

但是我还是出现了

就为了 想要纪念 这一天

我想 就跟心 一起出发吧

不要去阻挡心里想要做的事情

年少轻狂 不是吗？

人总要为自己疯狂一次

22 正迈向 23，是转折的岁数 吗？

虽然我真的不想坦诚说 没上大学是我最大的遗憾

曾经何时 我为了要上好的上学而努力

没有上学 感觉 人生 就变得 没意义

大家都说 22还不迟

只要有心 学习永远不会太迟

闲了那么多年 没必要再回头想这回事

况且大家都毕业归来了 我才要拔腿开跑

无奈又可笑的感觉

我也不应该在这个时候 加重家里的担子

毕竟弟弟一个也不容易了

也谢谢你们 不断灌输我 生活存在的意义

除了上学以外的乐趣

我还真的想说 活到今天 我真的了不起

哈哈

我不太会去相信星座命理这回事

我相信人活着路都靠自己去创造

或许这么说 我相信命中注定 上帝早已有安排

可能可以给你一点启发 供参考 

但是并不止于要到疯狂迷恋的程度

那可能有点太夸张了

2014年的最后一个月

又到了要自我检讨反省的时候

这一年你又为自己做过了什么？

那一件有意义 让自己骄傲的事

感觉今天好语无伦次 9不搭8

哈哈

因为在我还在打字的这瞬间

电视在播[万千星辉颁奖礼]

我的目光被吸引过去了 撩乱了我的思绪

没办法继续集中在打字

那我要先闪人了

多几天再见

掰~

01.12.2014 Monday.

so, its about to end for 2014

came to Dec 1st today

today is the 2nd anniversary to me and the bf

i didnt know that we can really go for the 1 year

until now, 2 years and more to come i guess?

always, tell myself that we are really not suitable to be together

we've got nothing in same

like hobbies, personalities, beliefs, minds

i often imagine for the future, after married

how we gonna be?

terrible, i think we will got in fight everyday

lol

thanks for holding me all the time

although you know i really wanted to let go

you never giving up on me, on us

i should be appreciate what i had and have

find someone who love you more than you love him

i guess i found

and for you, 

you should know no one is gonna replace you.

为爱疯狂

如果你有关注我的微博

我有在疯狂post文

哈哈

不好意思

这是受打击后的创伤后遗症

原谅我的不理智

如果你是我身边的一份子

不论在家在车上还是在上班

都只有围绕在周杰伦

有时候还会被吐槽说 你到底有完没完 烦不烦

哈哈哈哈哈

周杰伦是我生活的必需品okayyy

不要尝试去改变我的生活模式

我会死掉

话说回来 那天演唱会后

第二天早上睡醒 天大的新闻

伦儿既然post文post照公告天下

我整个很呆滞的状态

翻了很久微博新闻 终于搞清楚状况了

心情跌到谷底里去了

整个就大失恋的状况

该死的男朋友 还要酸我

"哭屁啊 偶像都要结婚去了 你抱着我哭会改变事实吗？ 白痴哦"

好喇 从我认识他的那天起 他从来就没有爱心和同情心

我的难过 他不会懂

出乎意料的是 我根本没有预计自己会这么这么难过

但是还是一样每天不断地在听他的歌

只是每一首歌都好像很贴那一刻的心情

【如果說分手是苦痛的起點

那在終點之前我願意再愛一遍

想要對你說的不敢說的愛

會不會有人可以明白】

【從前從前有個人愛妳很久

但偏偏風漸漸把距離吹得好遠

　好不容易又能再多愛一天

但故事的最後妳好像還是說了拜拜】

【我知道不能再留住你 也知道不能沒有骨氣

感激你 讓我擁有秋天的美麗】

周杰伦是我第一位认识的歌手

从小学 到 中学 到 社会大学

一出道开始 陪伴了我14年

我一整个青春 都给了周杰伦

每一张专辑 都坚持要买限量珍藏版

（虽然现在专辑都没有了）

我也没放弃在找以前的专辑想要买回来

也请弟弟在台湾帮我留意

很想要一套完整的周杰伦系列

如果有钱 我想要环绕整个世界跟随伦儿看他每一场演唱会 哪怕只是小小的一个歌迷 或许某一天他会看见小小的我 一个微笑一个拥抱一张合影 死而无憾 只要有伦儿 生活就会充满喜悦和动力 他是我每天的必需品 所以你一定要幸福 我才会有正能量 继续幸福下去 爱你久久久

这是我今天一早起床贴的微博

周杰伦是一个世纪 是一个年代

我的梦想 我的坚持

永远不会变

一直以来 都只是一个 你

*BabyJay*

20.11.2014

刚刚从循中回来

现在的学生 4个字

超级幸福

找停车位的短短几分钟

我既然看到了3辆Honda City 1辆Vious

都是学生在驾

姐姐我那年代有车驾都已经很开心了

这次回学校的重点是领回我们班的奖杯

因为这个假期学校要装修

训导处要暂先搬迁到教室

所以我们家妈妈的位子 小小的 但是堆了好多好多的东西

打给我 不领她就要扔去垃圾桶了

好狠心==

所以今天就跟我家女人回学校走一趟了

一样的照片 我已经上传到Facebook Twitter Instagram了

这是属于我们 最高的荣誉

学校的传奇 我们是经典

应该到现在还没有人破我们班的纪录

我可以感觉 我们家妈妈也很引以为荣

S3C5  We are the BEST

Love you guys forever

除了妈妈，阿刘还是必找的

这一次还多了一位 我找了很久的新妈妈

（最近生了宝宝 升任新妈妈-佩佩）

终于从新加坡回来了

见到的那一刻 心里好莫名的有一股激动

有些过去总会被问起

虽然我没有说什么

但是她好像读懂了我的心

过得好才真的是好

过得好才真的开心

2句话 我犹豫了

你知道我知道 我们都有很多的话题想要聊

只是环境的不允许 就只能含糊又带重点的带过

等你旅行回来 我再告诉你 这些年 我怎么过

阿梁说再见亦是朋友

互相关心 并没有什么

对 再见亦是朋友

但是这回事 不会发生在我们身上

我可以说的也只有 他过得比我更好 很好

阿刘说 做人不能什么都半桶水

确实我们真的不上不下 不好不坏

认真寻觅一份有前途的工作

我还在努力 为自己设定目标

信心 一沉不变

我也并没有觉得自己有什么特别专长值得别人欣赏

人 是要互相成长 一起前进

不要为谁而停留

时间不留人啊

它也不会因为你的停留而暂停

2015年 是真的充实自己的新开始

你还有1个多月的时间 继续颓废

说好的计划 开步实践吧

你好，最熟悉的 陌生人。

last night.

15.11.2014 Saturday

so, i had a wonderful night with BabyJay last night

alot of fun

i actually wanted to buy PS1 tickets

unfortunately, all PS1 tickets had sold out

i can only get the PS2 tickets

honestly, i am really sad

scold the bf why don't buy it early

(we bought on Oct, it was really too late)

thought to buy vip or vvip

but bf said it was too expensive

so we bought the PS2

fine too, i rather to sit far than missed up the concert

BabyJay throw out his shuang jie gun

and jump down to vvip seat while singing

*my first action, looking at the bf and said, 

if i was in the seat, i may get the shuang jie gun and manage to hold his hands

your fault now, i can only sit so far and look for the screen only

*disappointed face*

after the show

he promised that we may buy the vip or vvip tickets next year

if he still coming

he said, i wanna get the shuang jie gun then throw back to stage to Jay

wtf, feel like slapping him

lol

didn't manage to capture any photo

too far from the stage

just one or two photos that i uploaded on instagram

BabyJay said that it won't be too far for ours next meeting

he will be back very soon

yeah, i'll wait for you, see you very very soon my love

<3 p="">

new album coming up soon

*support*

02.11.2014

so i guess, the last flirtationship i had been ages ago

the bf now was the last flirtationship i had

okay, it means no one chasing me for at least two years

how wounding

damn -.-'

didn't expected to have you back in life

thanks for making me feels love

you are still amazing, to me

so as i said, you got to find a gf in life

to have your better life, and grow maturely

i know you will, you always know what to do for the better future

friendship forever, mr.l

=)

p/s: thanks for disappointing me, again

you are not worth, anymore.

30.10.2014

好想 冬眠

好想让自己睡饱

怎么觉得 都好累

脑 好累

身 好累

甚至 心 好累

或许就该认可了吧

现在 = 以后

还在想 不愿意吗？

他说 “我不浪漫 但是这一生会给一次最浪漫 也是最后一次”

我好难想象如果真的有那么一天

脑海里 挥散不去的 一直是 走进教堂的画面

那又何苦为难了自己？

不是说了 要你去找别人了吗？

他真的不知道 这句话说了出来

心 是有多痛 多么的痛

我真的非常高估了自己 也低估了你

*** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***

世界第一贱男 真的非你莫属

虽然我们是朋友

但是我也很坦然地说 以你这种外貌性格

你不觉得上帝已经给你很完美的她了吗？

但是为什么 你要觉得自己很有本事可以找到比她更好的？

你花了别人多少年的青春 多少泪 多少爱

你又凭什么可以这样对待一个真心为你付出的人？

一次又一次的伤害 她选择了相信你 原谅你

你却利用她对你的信任 干了这种超伤人的好事

是一句 “开玩笑” 可以禰补的吗？

对，6年确实不是说分开就能分开

但是6年里 你是真心喜欢 还是习惯 还是父母之命

最后所有所有的理由都好 已经禰补不了心灵的创伤

我也情愿看着她难过一阵子

也不愿看到你再次伤害她

亲爱的 我想我能体会你的体会

其实很多事情我们都知道改变了 就已经回不去从前了

却还傻着期望 期望所谓的回心转意

期望真心会被感动 期望想象的未来会是真实的未来

我们并不是不值得被爱

只是懂得爱我们的那个他

时间还没让我们遇上

要坚强，不要忘记在你身边还有这一群我们存在

你并不会孤单一个人

我相信 那个他 已经在不远处 等待着你

这段时间虽然难熬

撑着点吧 时间或许不会让你忘记伤痛

但是会让你学着成熟坚强

美好的回忆 偶尔翻阅 依然记忆犹新

只是过去就是过去

我还在努力 你也不可以放弃

一起 埋藏 过去

迎接 全新的 未来

加油 我爱你

*** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***

请珍惜 还在你身边的每一人

因为你并不知道 上帝什么时候会带走他们

祝您 一路好走

愿上帝保佑 还在世上的每一个人

+祈祷+

Good Morning Saturday

25.10.2014, Have a great day to You

*imy. 

23.10.2014

if you still remember that i asked for the date on nov

i am still waiting for the text

9 days to go

20.10.2014

物极必反 

越不想想起

却逼得自己透不过气 

强迫自己睡觉休息 停止所有思维

翻来翻去 无法入眠 

发脾气 放不过自己 也放不过别人 

到底哪里出了错

19.10.2014

Feel like slapping myself

Can i just text whenever i wants?

Meet wherever i wants?

Why so hard to get close to you

#damnit 

18.10.2014

The missing you morning..

I just want to be the only girl that means something to you.

*I could be better in my lovely blog with the better song.

26.09.2014

hey guys, how you doing?

yeah, i am fine, pretty fine

have some changed for my blog

finally, lol

my favorite picture

i love it very much

although its really too big for my blog

i am happy and fine with it

met an old friend that night, on monday

okay seriously, i didn't expected we will met again in this way

 i know it's really embarrassing

and i think i'd have a heart attack LOL

i am sorry, i just dont know what to say

but is really good to see you again

*hugs*

what to do on friday?

bored friday night

i actually in a outing mood

but have no one to date, no place to go

just too bad, i hate this friday

drama is always my best friend

lonely drama night

have a wonderful night everyone

#TGIF

21.09.2014。

近来 最热门的莫过于锋菲恋重燃

我的伦结婚的事 还要被全面盖过了

确实 是轰动全城

一路以来 分分合合

几年了 到最后大家真的分开了

也有了一段婚姻 再回到单身

10年以后的今天 他们 又走在一起了

这是我一直以来 面对爱情的心态

过去 现在 还是未来

我还是坚信 用心去爱 真心去爱 刻骨铭心的爱

总会有开花结果的一天

我的初恋 还是最美好 最刻骨铭心一段

不管对张柏芝 王菲 还是 谢霆锋

爱情这回事 不是旁人能指指点点给予评论

心里存在 真的 只有自己晓得

周杰伦和昆琳 走到要谈婚论嫁的阶段

一个比我年纪还要小的人 既然要成为周杰伦的妻子

不得不承认 我真的不能接受

那又能怎么样？也轮不到我说不

但是谁又会知道 蔡依琳 在他心里存在的分量

候佩岑是否又真的被放下了

实在的例子 好多好多

至少在我身边就有

分开8年以后 再重新牵手走在一起

更明确知道 认定了彼此 不能再放手

在没有写心情的这段时间

我似乎忘记了心里存在的那个人

也几乎遗忘了这个人 长什么样子

 我一直以为我忘不了 放不下

原来只是 我以为

直到今天 新闻出来 我翻阅了好多好多

也静静地一个人想了好多好多

一直住在心里面的那个人

早就消失了

不变的 只剩 

那份疼爱 那份关怀

虽然记忆里他的样子已经模糊了

偶尔想起还是会去翻阅他的东西

知道他的近况 近来过得怎么样

偶尔会开着聊天室

看着他的最后上线时间 突然 转变成 上线

突然不知所措 却又希望上线 会变成输入中

看着上线 又变回 最后上线时间

也默默地 放下了手机

心里不会有太大的感触或难过

只是我又自以为 他可能会和我一样 想要关心对方

这个人 变成了 我想要守护的人

又在我还再挣扎的时间里

尝试过去证明 我们之间还一直存在

残酷的事实却又一次一次的推翻了我的期望

证明了 已经无缘无份了

才到现在 熟悉的陌生人

就像我的亲人

没有了爱情 还存在一份感情

希望你过得好

或许我每天还会想起你一下

因为我每天都在车上听 周杰伦的歌

哈哈哈哈哈哈

爱你的人 会希望你过得幸福

谢谢你，留给我 忘不掉的过去

这就是 初恋的美好

08.08.2014

似乎开始渐渐地明白

为什么我不喜欢这个人

一个 跟我过去很像 很stubborn的一个人

看着他 我仿佛看见过去的自己

因为他的一个举动

才让我发觉 原来真的那么讨人厌

今天的我 到过所有他有可能出现的地方

想说如果上帝还没让这一切结束

我们会在某一个熟悉的角落 再次遇上

不令人意外的结果 还是白忙了一场

如果这一刻的你 跟她 过得愉快

就别让 记忆痛苦折磨你

忘记 过去.

我答应了自己

我不会再来写点什么

虽然我不晓得自己还有没有那股影响力

短短的2个星期

我却重复地犯下大错

我以为一次就会让我害怕记住

但是原来 并没有

我不晓得自己到底是这么了

不是一直以来都很小心吗？

有点 不能原谅自己

好想逃离这个世界

好想一个人躲起来

不想回家的我

开了好久的车

堵了一段路

最后停留在那满满回忆的路旁

离家那么近的距离

我却想静静地在车上呆着

幻想着 或许 可能 会不会有一辆熟悉的车子经过

是真的想得太多

此时的收音机 好应景的歌曲

静静地 细心地 聆听着

歌词 和 心情 不谋而合

那些年錯過的大雨

那些年錯過的愛情

好想擁抱你　擁抱錯過的勇氣

曾經想征服全世界

到最後回首才發現

這世界滴滴點點全部都是你

好想告訴你　告訴你我沒有忘記

*再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著你*

the end.

be a better man

Thank you for telling me the truth 

Although i am not willing to heard that

I dont know i should be happy or upset for the answer 

Yeah, you guys are right, he had moved on, why dont you too? 

I did, i did tried my best to forget

But 2 years, i forget nothing 

As long as he is happy 

I will be appreciate for it

Love her like the way you used to love me

Bless, loves. 

"When we were younger and we had no money, we actually gave the most meaningful gifts"

"That's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt."

未来的 一封信

我的未来，也会不会？

nothing but LOVE

still not in the good mood to post about the birthday trip

i've no idea why being so emotional lately

should not get myself in trouble anymore

should have control myself

part of my taiwan trip

specially for me

thanks boyboy for arranging this for me

*BabyJay's High School*

this is where the movie [Secret] shoot-ed

how excited to be in BabyJay's high school

everything here was so beautiful

thanks god for giving me the chance to been here

appreciate

should have posting another part about BabyJay too

my birthday dinner

and also, thanks to my boy

prepared all this things for me

where i wanted to go

luckily not much customer there

so that i can take pictures all around

like a happy kid, walking everywhere

the foods come with kinda big size

but i still finished all

as my brothers and parents can't even finish

but i did

so unbelievable

lol

environment quite simple but nice

everyone is so quiet inside, i dont ever dare to speak loud

Happy Birthday to US 

happy sweet 21st my lovely boy

may god bless you always

happy and healthy

all the best to you

i love you, forever

big thanks to my family

specially my brother, sponsored almost all for this family trip

thanks for giving me and boyboy an unforgettable birthday trip

so good to be in this family

most important person in my life

i love you all

boyboy wasn't coming back with us

the 1st week i came back to malaysia

everyday i woke up in the morning

i can't stop myself for crying

i miss my boy every everyday

i was so worry about him

since there are 3 months of holiday

his friends and girlfriend all came back to malaysia for break

he is being alone there, for training and working

very distressed me

i want him to be back to me

i wish new year come faster

he will be home very very soon

i promise myself to earn more money

i wanted to give all the best i could to my family

someday i will fulfill my promise 

...loves...

06.07.2014.

经过了那段令人回味的路程

去了一个不该去的地方

心里带着恐惧

任性了几分钟

脑海里只有重复的画面

我告诉自己

结果会是什么

如果1个人变成了2个人

看到了 应该怎么样

画面漂浮了几秒钟

还没得到个结论

眼泪狠狠地给我涌出来

我停止了自己

转头快速离去

我知道 我承受不了 那个画面

还想说可以喜悦的写个生日trip

完了吧

情绪又被干扰了

如果生日只能许一个愿望

那比起想见宝贝伦

还有一个更想实现的愿望

放过我 别再折磨了

好吗？

remember that i love, loved

莫名的 失落

6月又到了尾声

我最爱的生日月又来了

或许不该期待

那只会带来更大的失落

想一想 好像好多年没认真的渡过生日

去年自家的庆生会以外

原来 我并没有一个特别记得的生日

是因为 每一年 都没人 记得我的 生日

除了我的家人 还有 一个人 

最期待的一天 也是我最难过的一天 

晚安

19.06.2014

the weather is really good today

have some plans, shall be going with plans

but i am very lazy to out now

the big sun, so hot out there

i just wanna stay with my lovely room

cooling aircon and comfy bed

i will definitely fall asleep anytime

lol

been finding for my cardigan for weeks

i wonder where it gone suddenly

can't even find it

but now i remember where it gone

just forget about it

i should get myself a new one

yeah, doesn't matter anymore

9 more days to go for my taiwan trip

kinda excited actually

finally i get to go, one of my dream place

okay, i should start praying for it

"Dear God, let me meet BabyJay some where in taiwan, and take a picture with him please"

my birthday wish

i am not following the news

i don't really know that where is BabyJay now

maybe not in taiwan, somewhere concerting

but this is the only wish that i got for this trip

not important for the shopping or visiting

i know i may be very disappoint for it

but just give it a try, a wish

never try never know, right?

*self consoling*

have a great day

*hugs*

enchanted.

17.06.2014

Hi People, how was your tuesday?

i had a terrible tuesday

Thanks God the day finally came to the end, almost

lol

didn't manage to watch my movie that day

went out tea with my bestie

and had father's day dinner together with family

grandparents came from hometown

i was so happy to see them

meeting them i think once in a year

i should be meeting them more as i can

since they are really old now

treasure the time that we have

simple outfit of the day

top from topshop

bottom from miss selfridge

bag from white chocolate (brand of HK)

okay, there're something that i wanna share with you guys

as you all know, astro is showing [ASTRO STAR QUEST] now

every sunday, 8pm

not watching for years

but i am crazy chasing for this year

this boy get my attention

sean, 20 year old

a handsome boy

okay, he is the type that i like

but this is not the point

his voice, killed me

so touching ; so charming

i can't get my eyes off of him seriously

he is really perfect to me

how i wish i could get him

just wishing

lol

i love you sean

good luck and all the best

support you no matter what

and another one, rice

this two boy get my attention

i wish both of you could get into final

**fully support**

looking forward for the next show

good show guys

**loves**

sunday morning

Morning Beautiful World

just got up

no, i think i got up around 9 this morning

then rolling on the bed, until now

willing to be wake

lol

had a weird dream last night

the someone should not appear in my life anymore

i gonna move on and not letting it to effects my life now

i am happy.

what to do on sunday?

gonna spend my day with my lappie

to finish my movie

if no one call me out for a date

haha

watched 2 movies that day

endless love and the vow

wanted watch for so long and finally i watched

sometimes was just too lazy to open the laptop

but i wish i could staying home for the whole day

do nothing but just watch all the movies that i wants

today is the day

my plan, to continue my movie

'Married Life'

yeah, Rachel Mcadams again

i think some of you must be curious why her

maybe because we both named 'Rachel'? lol

this is one of the reasons i like her

she is really gorgeous

the first movie that i watch of her

'The Time Traveler's Wife-2009'

Starring: Eric Bana , Rachel McAdams

if you watched the movie

you may know why now

not a big fans but i think i should watch all her movies

to support and know more about her

actually all the movies that she acts, mostly talk about love

some people may think its really bored

but for me, i think its quite meaningful

i could get some ideas sometimes

learns while watching

best lesson ever

alright, gonna have my breakfast and start my movie

may see you all tonight again

have a very great day people

[Happy Father's Day to all the Fathers in the World]

day with bff

14.06.2014

another day out, for the June Babies Birthday Celebration

i was super late for the date

should be meeting at 7pm

i reached at 9pm

lol

sorry about that

get lost while on my way to go

went solaris mont kiara for the celebration

if you knowing me well

you'd know that i doesn't like to go so far

i was so lazy to drive and i don't really know the road

only in kl, i'd like to attend any party or dates

okay, back to the topic

i went last night, for the 2 hours

just so good to be with you all

simple, happy and warm

too good to have you all in my life

#bff

not having dinner with them

cos i had my dinner before going

thanks babyboy for being my driver, accompanied me to go

so that i don't have to drive for so far

#hugs

the JUNE babies

Happy Birthday to Both of YOU

wish yours dream come true

stay happy and pretty

friendship forever

#loves

simple but best

was getting fatter now

skipped my workout for 3 days

just too busy and too tired

felt so sorry to myself

sorry for eaten too much these days

gonna chase back for my time

not gonna missed up my workout plan again

perfect body wanted

had a simple birthday celebration with my bestie here last night

first time been here

honestly, the foods is really not good as i expected

but the desserts, is really nice

**must try**

thanks nic for treating the dinner

still long to go for my birthday

but we celebrated together as well

just because i won't be around here on my birthday

so that had my first celebration on this year

most earliest birthday celebration

lol

thanks for the night

for my bestie, i know you would says very thankyou for the night

you're most welcome

i should be the one who says thankyou

to be with me when i needs

to be my listener when i wanted to tell

giving me tissue when my tears fall like rains

do appreciate to have you in my life

happy birthday in advance

i love you

♥

If there are someone like Noah

Rachel Mcadams

i love all her movies

just so nice.

i just watched

and i can't stop my tears while watching it

i wish i was brave like Allie

to make the right choice

too bad that, i am just me

i am not brave enough to choose

memories is up

what do you mean?

it's all deep in the heart

i love you, and you

and i could only make it this way.

:“So, it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? Thirty years from now, forty years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him- go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again, if I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.”

No one waits for Forever

Nobody loves like Noah.

:"they will go back to where they came from."