Sunday, February 24, 2013

the last?


i guess, there are really all my problems

shouldn't be in the relationship

no one will treasure 

am i not good enough?

why friends are always always more important than me?

am just such like a fool for sacrificed so much

at the end just hurting myself like shit

tears has become my best friend after go through of all the worst

but the pain, the hurt doesn't make me stronger

i am still believing in Love

but not using the word 'trusting' anymore

there are always still a 'lie'

anyway, i would be fine

everything would be fine very soon

i trust in God

*Loves.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

21.02.13



it's been a very very long time
i am finally back to the place
miss the food so much 
still the yummy

these days always get not enough sleep
awaking without soul
so dead
getting so tired with the life
argue argue and argue
i really wonder why so hard to be together?
seriously need an answer

i am sincerely hoping that everything would be fine
Dear God
shall stop all the tests
i am really not that tough

time to sleep

song of the day
good night world

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

中学生谈恋爱



很贴切 很真实
这就是 中学生的恋爱

19.02.13


Do you, treasure me? 
love me from the bottom of heart?
always think of me, to be most important person in life?
and not letting me go easily? 

i hope you do while i am really doing

Monday, February 18, 2013

17.02.13


staying home for the whole day
drama is always my best friend
accompany me all the free time

everyone is happy celebrating out there
but then i am alone home to watch my drama, to online, to blog
got abit tired
but still not willing to sleep
just because i know, i will be waking up in the mid of night
always insomnia and get not enough sleep while worry about that
maybe, i was just too nervous, too negative, too worry?
over thinking always kills myself

i am not willing to say goodbye to the cny
i want the long long holidays to rest
got the time to do the things i likes
spend the time to communication with the people around
thing i most wanted to do is, 
to prove someone that, i am good enough to be love
it's worth for loving
treasure me and not letting me go easily

i always miss the old memories
*so kind, so lovely.

Saturday, February 16, 2013

it's been a long time


sometimes when you've got the mood to blog
but just don't know what to blog about

blog about valentine's day?
i had the bad valentine's day ever in this year
and i swear that would be the last bad valentine's day
no more bad day in the romance dates
i want everything to be sweet in everyday
*hopefully, work it out

about cny?
same as usual, nothing much more special
so far, almost ending for the cny
time to back to reality
got back to the boring life
how i wish i could just staying home and to do nothing in everyday
*just a dream

alright
thing i should do is to be positive all the time
no more negative thinking
trust myself, trust in love, trust in life
be a happy girl
*cheers

happy 2013 people
all the best in life
*loves





**Promise me you'll never forget all times we spent together and promise me no one will take my place in your heart.**

Friday, February 1, 2013