原来真的可以一瞬间 从天堂 掉到地狱

笑容不见了

我真的 真的 好不开心

为什么你总有你一定对的理由?

然后带给我一次又一次的眼泪和伤害

为什么?

不想我想这么多

是告诉我事实

不是掩盖事实 捏造不是事实的事实

懂吗?

这样我会想更多

失望了无数次 还是要再失望下去

谢谢你

这2天 我真的过得很开心 很幸福

但原来 开心的时刻 真的 都过得特别特别的快

离开我 你会不会好一点?

14/07/2011 It's Thursday Night:)

like dying

eyes half close

but still don't want to sleep

i was like living at American

time all wrong

someone please bring me back to Malaysia

=(

went dinner with friends

Kitty, Cherry, Stephanie, Kimo, Kimo's Bf, Yuki, Yuki's Friend, Potato and Mr.William

a small birthday celebration there

Mr.William's birthday is on 25th of July

but he leaving on 18th

so that we bought a cake and make a card for him

he was shocked

when they singing birthday song, he was asking: "Who birthday?"

lol

be good boy okay?

ily

♥

i miss my hubby boy

i wanna hear his voice

but he fall asleep ady

=(

miss you deep deep

waiting = moody + tired

tired make me feel moody? or moody make me feel tired?

slept at 7 in the morning

woke up at 12++ in the afternoon

didn't sleep very well

so that 1 message can wake me up from sleep

i wish that will be you sending me message

but not you

abit disappointed

what are you doing there?

why whole morning didn't reply my message?

i started think and worry so much

control myself

don't get mad

be patient to wait

 小时候，幸福是件很简单的事；长大后，简单是件很幸福的事。

insomnia.

insomnia

=(

11pm i'm lying on bed try to fall asleep

3am decision to give up

and now i'm here to blogging

super duper tired actually

sighh

i wanted to change my blog song

but have no idea what songs to change

just put it all together

playlist shuffle

no songs suitable for my blog

sad

ˇ^ˇ

I'm proud to say I Got You

♥ ily ♥

a chance, to grow old with you.

oospp

early in the morning

people started waking up to school or work

and i'm just getting to sleep now

my life, sucks

=(

i wanna grow old with you

I would do anything for you because you're everything I've ever wished for 

but why, you look like you're in another world

How can you be so far away?

*Good Night.

♥

hello

sick cat here

i'm awake, at 0200am

am very spiritual right now

=)

baby fall asleep so fast

no one is here to accompany me

i'm boring

was holding his picture to sleep just now

yes, i miss him deep deep

wish that he will around me everyday

can we live together?

i know its very impossible

..hmm..

stop dreaming stop dreaming

=(

you're trying to be better everyday

to be a better man for me

i'm trying to be better for you too

` ily `

又失控了 :(

我知道 其实只要说清楚 我就会没事

但是

我永远得不到一个 真的能让我安心又放心的答案

他害怕给我承诺

我有问题

常常需要被提醒你还在我身边 还爱着我

才会让我放心去过每一天

我很害怕 突然的某一天

你会忽然的消失不见

我会很彷徨无助

除了哭 哭 哭 也还是只有 哭

我并不想要骗自己 更不想要骗你

有话我不转弯抹角

不思考 很直接的就会问你 告诉你

这是对我最好的方式

我知道 会带给你 更多更大的 麻烦

甚至会让你难受 很不舒服

但是 对不起

你会知道 为什么我会这么做

我现在还没有很好的自制能力去控制自己

对你 我不需要隐藏任何的东西 都会摊开坦荡荡的让你知道

包括感觉 情绪 话语

对你坦白 是对我 最好的方式

我是超级无敌非常敏感的动物

我很奢望你会了解我 *在这一个时刻

宽恕我的刁蛮

体谅我的脾气

原谅我的敏感

包容我的一切

虽然我知道这样 很过分 也很没理由

我已经不知道自己在说什么了

疑心又犯

自己犯贱 自找烦恼

冷静去了

对不起 我爱你

You make me Smile ♥

小宝贝 他 睡觉去了

都辛苦了

assignment要了他的命

几乎每天的每天 都在赶assignment

人 都爱 临时抱佛脚

看着他那么辛苦的赶assignment

我都睡不安

也很不透气的一直骚扰他

因为凌晨半夜 真的都闷透了

=(

在期待下个星期

他说 考试了 就很得空

终于有时间了

很好 等了很久很久

计划行程

我要跟他去玩

=D

每天6点睡都不是办法

要尝试习惯早睡去

大大的眼袋 深深的眼圈

非常非常的糟糕 糟糕透了

要摆脱这样的生活

回到正常的轨道上

做个正常人

*照顾自己

=)

妈咪说 只要看见你 我的笑容会变得不一样

你永远拥有魔力 能让我 笑得开心 笑得真心

也只有你

包容我的一切

呆在身边 支持我 陪伴我

你并没有在我需要你的这一刻 丢下我 不理我

陪着我一起去面对

我更希望你不是因为责任 所以坚持不放弃

因为我 真的 很需要你

陪我走一这段路

The way you make me feel

Couldn't feel much better

Than the way I feel tonight

Feel like I could live forever

Feel like I could fly

When I thought I'd get it wrong

You somehow make things right

That's the way you make me feel

Better than i've ever known it

Better than it's ever been 

I can't seem to control it

The way you make me feel

Like the sun coming up in the morning

Like holding the world in your hands

In a way I could never imagine

The way you make me feel

I couldn't feel much better

Than when I'm here with you

You make everything seem so easy

I'm telling you the truth

You never try to please me

But somehow you always do

The simple things you do to me

Simple things you say

I sometimes can't believe it's for real

That's the way you make me feel

♥Thankyou so much and ILY♥

*Praying.

Hello People

I need sleep, Eyes half closed

But still waiting Bf to finish his assignment

he is alone at outside doing assignment right now

i'm so worry about him

nowadays outside very dangerous

he is not safe

i can't sleep peacefully

ˇ^ˇ

watched Transformer 3 today

was the very first time watching movie in Premiere Class with Bf

nothing special

but the aircon cool like hell

 i keep trembling

~.~

i wanna watch in Gold Class next time

=)

praying for Bf

i want him to be home a.s.a.p

worrying

=(

nothing more to post

i am lazy

By3 People

♥ My Hubby Boy ♥

*Even if i said i didn't care a million times over again, you'd know that i still do.*

大扫除

糟糕

6点了

=(

用上了几个小时

终于清除完FB所有不认识的人了

才发现原来好多好多都是小弟弟 小妹妹

都是学校的人

基本上没跟宝贝他共同朋友的 我都删除了

因为他不会乱加人

用这个方法 准没错

*我也没乱加 都是学校的学哥/弟/姐/妹

不好意思

如果我们是认识 我又不小心删除了你

告诉我 我再把你入为朋友

因为我很眼睡 名字照片我没印象也就删了

不想留这么多朋友

数目 并不那么重要

有时候也很难理解 上千, 但是认识的又有几个?

真无谓

==

好喇

睡觉去了

晚安

=)

not happy.

was looking for someone to talk to me

but i don't know who should i talk to

talked with mommy

just for awhile

i closed the light but not that dark

the whole process my tears keep dropping

try to hide but i think mommy still saw that i am crying

so many things in my mind

i told mommy

i lost control

everytime i click in to his profile

my mood started down *by no reason sometimes

i cry, i mad, i sad

have no idea what to do

i really don't know, unhappy for what?

i don't like, i hate.

mommy said, i care too much

my whole life, was only him

everyday trying to stay at home, not to go out

actually i'm waiting for him to come to find me

and, she said, he don't really like me.

..lots of things..

..lots of questions..

i don't know how to answer her

Dear God

please tell me what to do

i need you

i need your answer

to tell me what to do

i wanna recover very soon

I don't wanna have this disease

i don't wanna lost control anymore

i wanna be normal, very normal person

live Happy Simple and Felicity

and a guy who really love and care me

thank you and i love you God

一千零一个愿望

爱你 爱我 我们 都累了

Happy Birthday ♥

 They said i was like bridesmaid that day

LOL

Protagonists of that day

Leely Me Steph

 PRETTY GIRLS

♥i love you babe girls♥

Thankyou for the celebration

awesome night i had

went for dinner, should be supper actually

we reached there almost 1030pm ady

where we went?

The Curve - Bubba Gump

they fish US

asked US stand on the chair

say at least 50 words to friends

sing a song and dance

they choose Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song

great, idk how to sing, and i just blablabla blablabla Nothing at all

hahahahaha

Kimo Laughed on Me

how bad is Her

LOL

like so shy

all i wish is Don't upload the video PLSSSSS

shame shame

=(

after eat, after cut cake, after take photo

next round

The Curve - Library

i get their Member Card

hehehehehe

:D

just for awhile

quite boring there

was very very funny in the car while on the way home

i non-stop laughing

their words are just super funny

their conversation make me laughed like shit

you guys are really really awesome

i love you guys

:)

and thank you for all the presents

especially Crystal

she baked for me

so sweet and sweet

it was so Cute and Delicious

i like it so much

thank you bearly much

♥

and

Potato, i like your present too

very like

thankyou thankyou

♥

once again

Happy Birthday to JiaJia

Happy Birthday to Leely

Happy Birthday to BoyBoy

Happy Birthday to ME

ours birthday passed ady

and now

stephanie turn

♥Happy Birthday Babe Steph♥

Lastly, i wish all of you Happy everyday

friendship forever

i really love you guys so much and muchhhhh

p/s: check up more photo on facebook.com

Birthday+Ing :)

0208am

should bed

cherry keep scolding me

ask me to sleep

yeah,

i'm not that obedient

so that i'm here to blogging

=P

HubbyBoy is sick

like a kid, i need to force him eat medicine

hmm

get well soon baby

ily

Happy Birthday to Myself

Happy Birthday to My Brother

Happy Birthday to Lily

:D

everyone is wondering why my birthday will be the same day with boyboy(my brother)

LOL

should ask my mom not me

i don't know how to answer also

fake

=)

alright

really time to sleep

Good Night Everyone

and thank you for all the wishes

♥