没有 比我 爱你

原来依赖了 伤痛重复了

以为可以回到过去 

其实只是一厢情愿

你需要 我都在 

我需要 你推开 

这一夜 眼泪 与我相伴 

对不起 我真的 很想你 

爱 依然 不变 

for the E.

so, it's been for a month

to be honest, i was being so emotional lately

but thanks for those who concerned me

i felt very warm to received all of the messages

yeah, i always got you guys beside me

i wouldn't be alone

thanks god for having all of you in my life

my friends said i looks super tired everyday

yeah, i really get not enough of sleep

you've got no idea how tired i am

fall asleep anytime while lying on bed

and awake mid of night for no reason

happened everyday

i cant sleep well, so terrible

always a reason to blog

i wanted to blog for my ex, even though he will never read this

or maybe i shouldn't talk about it to effect anything

but still.. ..

thousand of reasons for my decision

i dont like to explain or to get agreement for my decisions

i always know what myself doing

at the same time, i often regretted for what i decided

i take the risk to bet with it

but at the end, always not the things what i expected

get used to it

i always confused myself

when i still trying hard to move on, to let go, to stop myself for all this shit

great that you did it better than me

i was like 'omg, why could be this fast?'

then i finally realize, i am just nothing, nothing for all the time

i shouldn't expect he will be the same like me

missing the old time like i always do

the life still going on, don't stop for anyone

for truth, i am still happy for you

sincerely wishing you success in the future

stay sweet and happy with her

get what you wants, never too late to chases for the dream

i know you can do it, always have faith in yourself

good luck and all the best

*loves*

okay, the next bf shouldn't name from E again

double E has enough bother me for lifetime

lol

thanks for appearing in my life

memories, happiness and love, always in my heart

good night.