went sungai wang dinner with BoyBoy and GorGor

family dinner but without daddy and mommy :(

 * gor gor

 * boy boy

* mine

a happy night ♥

seriously

since yesterday skype with a friend

am very excited

i don't know why, i keep on smiling

untill now, i'm still exciting, without any reasons

i'm happy, really happy, super super happy :P ♥

these days less talk with my babe

i think she was very tired and busy

i miss her, bother her

cannot help for anything, useless:(

i'm so sorry babe

all the best to you my sweetheart, ily-forever and ever. ♥

was busy on chat with friends the whole day

notications keep on ringing

BB never left my hand

fb, twitter, bbm, whatsapp, sms

its was so fun to chat with them

my friends, they are all so funny

keep on making me laughed

lol

i like them so damn much ♥

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osppp, my BabyJay ♥

support support

and don't forget to vote for my baby kay?

*http://asia.mtvema.com/artists/jay-chou

deadline is on 23/10.2011

you can still vote until 23rd

re-vote and re-vote

need for your help

thankyou so much :D

Love Him and Support Him all the way you Can

JayChou is always The Best of The Best ♥

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wanna meet me?

let's rocks Mist Club Bangsar tonight

i will be there whole night long

come and join me

don't miss for the party people

after 9 months, i am finally back

*Party Hard ♥

alright

its 0330am

i should go and bed now

nights pretty world :)

*Thanks God for giving me all these thing, a New and Happy life, Appreciate.
* ily God ♥

it's 0248am

starving now

but cannot eat

diet diet diet

i want slim Slim SLIM!

today is Wednesday

oh no, after 12am, now should be Thursday

was thinking where to go on Friday Night

friday night = clubbing night

mist? i club? or stay home better?

halloween, club must be full of people

no idea where to go  :(

people, i'm not scolding anyone on my blog

stop asking me who am i scolding

i just simply simply wrote

nothing special

don't too sensitive, kay?

really nothing

and i'm really fine here

don't worry :)

abit tired ady

but chatting with a friend

he is moody, i cannot left him and just go sleep

what to do?

wait him to say goodbye

lol

seeyouguystomorrow

sleep tight and sweet dream

nights ♥

outfit of today: format wear

out from the morning till evening

great, i'm totally SICK now

i didn't sleep for the whole night

nap also don't have

online, play game, listen songs whole night long

9am++ i switch off the laptop

took bathe and prepared to out

*lovely day*

went KLCC to had our Sushi King and Interview(that's why i wear so format)

Fahrenheit, Sungai Wang, Low Yat, Times Square, Pavilion, we went all the maxis center just to get my Hotlink Number

Unlucky, there are only 017 and 014 for all the prepaid

i want 012, only 012, but can't get it 

failed :(

 *Nic's Chat Time

*My Special Hot Chocolate

thanks to Fifie

she is so good making this for me

i love her :P

sick cat here

play game also no energy ady

i didn't sleep for 32hours

damn, no wonder i getting sick and dead tired

i'm feeling cold now :(

i think i should go and take medicine then sleep

i don't wanna go and see doctor Again.

sorry for the girl gang

my fault, i ffk

but i'm really tired

i'm really sorry about it

we meet another day, okay?

and i will appear for sure, don't worry :D

seeyouguystomorrow

night pretty world

♥

End of the Old Life, Let's start it New!

don't have to wait for the day

after the call, i really know what to do now

although i'm really very mad right this moment

but i knew what am i doing

and i won't regret of doing this

people, just don't contact me before i got the new numbers

i will let you guys know when i got the new numbers

stay turn for my next post.

it's all end now

FINALLY!

i'm good

if you think that i do this kind of thing is childish 

up to you, i don't fxcking care about it

the life without Bitch, will be good and awesome

New Life Start from This second

let's party Hard!

17/10/2011

哭完以后

才发现 其实 并没这么难过

心情可以很平静

平静得下任何决定都觉得很无所谓

我不是没在尝试

我没对不起自己

也问心无愧了

就算现在这样的结果

对我来说 就这样 算了吧

我没有在怀念 想念着什么

就只有它们

我才发现 原来没有了它们

我真的睡不好

空荡荡的房间

一个人的夜

没有人陪伴在身边的夜

现在, 我什么都可以不要

但是 就只想要它们回到我身边

就这样 给我一个完美的家

紧紧地拥抱

让它们包围着我 陪伴着我 一起入睡

我在等 你们 回家

没有再坚持 再等待的必要了

这是我下定决心要做的事

处理完所有的事后

第二张, 很快就会出现

get rid of YOU, this is what you want me to do

and i'm doing now

不要问我会不会后悔

也已经没有后悔的必要了

我只想 好好地 过好每一天

做自己想要做的事

不要为了一个放弃你的人而放弃自己

人要成长, 要成熟

还不是世界末日

我还可以选择让自己更好, 不是吗? 

我的世界 不会因为你的 离去 而改变什么

唯一改变的是 你又再度让我 看清 什么人才真正值得我拥有和爱

我无奈, 也改变不了什么

祝福我 拥有更美好的未来吧

上帝, 我爱你. 

finally, i'm home

it's 0357am

tired to the max

went Dinner with Kitty's Family

went Sunway Giza beers with friends

some more went mamak to have our supper

 * i just sat there and play my phone, i didn't drink :)

 * my cacat face :(

 * i craved for this big big roti tissue such a long time ady

finally i try it today

* fat die, eat alot @@

out the whole night

energy gone

i should go and sleep now

have to wake up early tomorrow

kill me :(

♥ BabyJay New Song ♥

good night world.

thankyou for making me cry

tears is always my best friend

good night world.

#nowplaying: Christina Perri - Jar Of Hearts

without meeting babe chloe

my day wasn't good today

i know i'm weird

my mood can just suddenly bad like shit without any reason

i never think that myself was a bitch

but seriously, i am.

don't be good to me, doesn't worth

i will hurt you

just stay far away from me

i don't wanna hurt anyone

the guy who really Love me, he will know what to do to stop my mind

of thinking those negative things

a picture, a word, even an action, i will just suddenly feel down with it

just stop doing the things i don't like

achieve your words, show me your love, prove to me.

i know i am too sensitive

but i'd control myself all the time

i'm just trying hard to be happy, think positive.

not in the blogging mood

wish that everything will be fine

God Bless Me

nights.

idontwannacryinthemidofthenight

tearsgofarawayidontneedyoutoaccompanymetonight.

seriously, my life was weird

living at Malaysia but UK time

back to UK time again

that's mean i sleep quite late in everyday

no wonder i felt so tired at the past few days

gonna back to Malaysia, kl time

eyes half close but still wanna online and blog

i just don't wanna miss my day

i wanna come and blog everyday

:)

seeyouguystomorrow

i am dead tired: (

good night people.


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oh yeah
hey guys
help me to do 1 thing.

http://asia.mtvema.com/artists/jay-chou

please vote for my BabyJay
deadline is 23/10/2011
you can vote it again and again
vote for myBaby kay?
appreciate it so muchhhh ♥
thankyou for helping and voting :D

it's 0324am

i'm super tired today

slept at 6 in the morning

then stupid boyboy (youngest brother) came in to my room wake me up at 10+

i forget what he asked me ady, then i fall back to sleep

phone non stop vibrate, finally woke up at 12pm

i just slept for few hours

went out with a friend today

we been few months didn't meet each other

had lunch and talk alot

we both having some problem

but mine actually not problem, just full of questions

hope that he will be good

all the best to you friend :)

alright

is really time to sleep

been scolding by mom, cos i slept at 6 yesterday

hmmmmm :(

nights world

just finished a call with a friend

we talk almost 2 hours

my day isn't good today

too many things happened in a suddenly

out of my control

i am not God

i cannot protect everyone around me

i'm just trying hard to protect and save them, not to get hurts

and now, i'm tired of doing this thing

i was like a fool, worries too much, cares too much

at the end, maybe they are just fooling me

i had did my best

we are both trying hard not to let worse things happen

but we cannot control what's people decision to do

what we can do is, pray for them

i knew you're tired too

we just stop everything

let them settle themselves

she should be responsible for herself

no one can help her, only she can save herself

we just pray hard, may God bless them.

God will hear my prayer, ily God.

was staying at home whole day to online

chit chatting with friends from morning until night

and now still chatting with some of them

fb, twitter, skype, bbm, sms and calls

i don't know why we got so many things to talk

different people different topic

busy for reply, but quite enjoyed

i'm so happy today

they make me laughed and laughed

Thanks Friends :)

and i really promise that i won't disappear again

this is my promise to all of you, Trust me kay?

ILYGs ♥

seriously, i'm not kidding

i really read my book everyday

i don't know why they think i'm kidding

they said i changed, very weird 

lol

i tot that will be a very good changing

but they said i'm weird :(

had finish 5 chapter in 3 days without dictionary

alright, i am not that pro, i just lazy to check the words i don't understand

but i can still understand what's the story talking about

isn't that hard

*i really like the story of [p.s. i love you].

tomorrow will be a great day

good night world

:D

posted at 0154am

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i think i was too early saying GN
time showing 0646am now
i just finished skype with a friend
we talked for almost 3 hours
it was so crazy
while talking with him, fb chatting with another he
mid of the night i'm still busy on chatting
lol
chit chatting the WHOLE DAY, facing the laptop whole day
eyes really blind

seriously, i got a awesome day, really
they make me smiled and laughed the whole day
i was so enjoyed
loving the day of today ♥

really gonna off to sleep now
mom is going to kill me soon


good night and good morning to all of you
have a nice day
*Loves.

okay, i am full of anger now

wanna scold people 

wanna kill people!

can you just go die?

the world doesn't need you

you can just disappeared its okay, really okay, very okay.

don't think that you're important to the world

you're seriously not!

i let you go and forgive you today

doesn't mean that i will do the same in the future

you better don't appear infront of me again, is AGAIN

i will slap you i swear!

STOP DISTURBING ME

stupid weird guy!

abnormal

i know i shouldn't post it out

but i'm super duper MAD

i cannot control myself

forgive me tonight kay?

i am rude i know, but just for tonight

unlucky met a abnormal guy today

bless me don't dream of him tonight

i don't want nightmare 

Bless Me Bless Me

:( 

i saw something just now

something that should make me feel moody, cry like a baby

but i'm totally not

you are failing

normal mood i had

wanna show me how good are you?
i'm so sorry, i'm not interested at all
i don't care how good are you
just stay far away, kay?

God, i will have a nice sleep tonight, right?

you're here with me i know

and i will have a very sweet dream tonight

thanks for being here with me

you're always the best

nights

*Loves.

bought 2 books today

my favorites, super super love this 2 movies

i think i was too free, wasting time everyday

so that i bought the books to read

learn and improve my English

but...

when can i finish it?

1 month? 2 months? 1 years? 3 years?

is better i can understand it with my broken english

dictionary gonna stick with me all the time now

gonna start it tomorrow

or maybe insomnia tonight then i will start it tonight

bless that i can finish it as fast as i can

i wanna buy another 2 books

freaking hardworking :)

have to sleep early tonight

Enjoy your Monday, have a good day people.

Nights Pretty World ♥

2nd of Oct 

if we didn't break up

today is our anniversary, 3 years 7 months

songs can suddenly make me feel moody

yeah, i'm moody now

i miss my angel

:(

crying while blogging

am very afraid to be alone

i need someone to be my side in every second and moment

don't let me alone

i will cry like a baby

love me as much as you can

God, i need You, ily.

took few hours to blog

not in the blogging mood, and i really don't know what to blog

i don't want a emo post

but mood was bad

i shouldn't blog today

i should say Goodby3 and try to sleep now

nights world

i'm sorry, i really meant it.

0151am, Hello October :)

everything gonna start with New on the new month

life will be better
i will be fine too

everyone, enjoy life, happy everyday

Nights beautiful World

seeyoutomorrow ♥ 

*Never give up on something you really want. It’s difficult to wait, but more difficult to regret.*