Monday, March 30, 2015

30.03.2015


so, i make myself staying at home for whole day
monday is always family day
but today is i myself day
lol

not going out for dinner with parents
had only one meal in today
so far am not really hungry at all
chance to eating less, keep fit

stuck in the room for almost half day
watched some movies
listened to some songs
that's how simple my life could be

yeah, i am not Christian
i know what you guys curious about
why do i listening to the church songs lately
i was just tying to understand how amazing it could be
to believe in God
to get close to the life, with someone
to love the songs, get the meaning of the lyrics
life could be more beautiful, isn't?


**one of my favorite song**


Don't you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

-That's what faith can do-


good night.

Saturday, March 28, 2015

28.03.2015


hi, finally i am back, to here


i am single
yeah, officially
he deserve better, we both deserve better
dont worry, not consider a bad ending
at least, still friend, without contacted
lol

how's life?
kinda bored actually
i've got nothing to do everyday
i means something meaningful
not about outing or working
where is the goals of life?
felt so empty with the life now

unfortunately, my life is always in a mess
relationship, friendship
alone, that's what make me grow stronger
i can only hide my feelings to myself
just because i know, no one, no one could understand
i am weird, i am complicated

sometimes, i just need someone who will just come and hug me in a sudden
to make me feel warm and touch
i need rest, no more acting.

Monday, March 2, 2015