still counting

day 3, that living without twitter

maybe day 1, that not for contacting

22.03.13

It's 1215 in the night

There are always a reason cause me not to fall asleep

I am tired, really tired

Brain tired of thinking

Body tired of waiting 

Heart tired of everything, in love

I do love my family very very much

And also my friends

I expected my another half to accept the way how i am

Including my family and friends

But not trying to change anything on it

Forcing me to do anything that i really dont want to

Like i always said, people are really selfish

Maybe i just need to find out a way to be selfish

For thinking myself more but not others

Live for 21years

But totally no one understand me

How sad is it

I guess i am really weird, different from others

Not acceptable. 

A broken heart, waiting to be fix. 

14.03.13

have a short post before i went sleep

day by day, you don't really realize how time flies

until you looking back for the time

trying to find out what you had did for yourself

i did do something meaningful for myself

spending my own money to buy everything i wants

not my parent, not the bf but myself

a little proud of myself :P

but should really stop spending

i guess i really spend too much on those branded

start saving, i wanted to go travel, alone or with the love one

alright

time to bed

nights world

*god blessing.

**The most important thing being in a relationship is being comfortable with your other half. Love the person who love you as you. Don't have to pretend, don't have to fake anything but you. Don't try to be someone else cuz you'll end up pretending forever and you'll be suffocating in that relationship. --- Jane Chuckei

J for Jayesslee.

i am deeply in love with this song

touch my heart

they are really really awesome

love to the max

i've downloaded all their songs on itunes

finally

now i am in love with my iphone

lol

i am waiting, waiting for them to come again

not to miss any of their concert

Jayesslee always the best:) 

*Loves. 

此时此刻

看了52分钟的[Life of Pi]

看不下去了

一直在抖

是真的好不容易遮遮掩掩的看了52分钟

我还高估自己的接受能力

如果你懂我

对 我从来就不看这类电影

只是高评价的赞赏

还真的引起了我的注意

心情还没平复

但是52分钟

我只看得到

“弱肉强食”

这就是现实的世界

即贴切又真实

电影就先告一段落了

恶心的感觉 还是快散去好

要不然 我晚上准备睡不着

不适合 = 勉强幸福?

勉强幸福 = 没幸福?

其实 读懂我 真的 那么难?

07.03.13

guess that it's really time to have a body check

these days always feel like vomit after eating

i wondering what happened to my little stomach

big like a ball

indigestion:(

and the weather lately is really really like shit

what's wrong with the weather

so damn hot

everyday sweating like shit

so people drink more and more water

don't get sick

be a healthy baby:)

shall go and take a cold shower

i am dying in the room

even with the aircon -.-'

to all my readers

take good care of yourself

*loves.

05.03.13

alright, i know i am so cacat recently

since not sleeping very well in everyday

i don't know why always waking up at 3 or 4 and 6 or 7 in the morning

killed me

the super big eyes bag :(

i know i am super fat now

just can't stop eating

too lazy to do exercise 

that's why so FAT

sighh

should be more hardworking

by action, not the mouth

laziest girl -.-'

nothing more changing in the life

argument still the more

pressure still the many

always still the tired

and this is my life

accept  it

drama time

bye people

see you soon

:)