未来的 一封信

我的未来，也会不会？

nothing but LOVE

still not in the good mood to post about the birthday trip

i've no idea why being so emotional lately

should not get myself in trouble anymore

should have control myself

part of my taiwan trip

specially for me

thanks boyboy for arranging this for me

*BabyJay's High School*

this is where the movie [Secret] shoot-ed

how excited to be in BabyJay's high school

everything here was so beautiful

thanks god for giving me the chance to been here

appreciate

should have posting another part about BabyJay too

my birthday dinner

and also, thanks to my boy

prepared all this things for me

where i wanted to go

luckily not much customer there

so that i can take pictures all around

like a happy kid, walking everywhere

the foods come with kinda big size

but i still finished all

as my brothers and parents can't even finish

but i did

so unbelievable

lol

environment quite simple but nice

everyone is so quiet inside, i dont ever dare to speak loud

Happy Birthday to US 

happy sweet 21st my lovely boy

may god bless you always

happy and healthy

all the best to you

i love you, forever

big thanks to my family

specially my brother, sponsored almost all for this family trip

thanks for giving me and boyboy an unforgettable birthday trip

so good to be in this family

most important person in my life

i love you all

boyboy wasn't coming back with us

the 1st week i came back to malaysia

everyday i woke up in the morning

i can't stop myself for crying

i miss my boy every everyday

i was so worry about him

since there are 3 months of holiday

his friends and girlfriend all came back to malaysia for break

he is being alone there, for training and working

very distressed me

i want him to be back to me

i wish new year come faster

he will be home very very soon

i promise myself to earn more money

i wanted to give all the best i could to my family

someday i will fulfill my promise 

...loves...

06.07.2014.

经过了那段令人回味的路程

去了一个不该去的地方

心里带着恐惧

任性了几分钟

脑海里只有重复的画面

我告诉自己

结果会是什么

如果1个人变成了2个人

看到了 应该怎么样

画面漂浮了几秒钟

还没得到个结论

眼泪狠狠地给我涌出来

我停止了自己

转头快速离去

我知道 我承受不了 那个画面

还想说可以喜悦的写个生日trip

完了吧

情绪又被干扰了

如果生日只能许一个愿望

那比起想见宝贝伦

还有一个更想实现的愿望

放过我 别再折磨了

好吗？

remember that i love, loved