24.11.2013

一句话 伤透了心 

却没让我狠狠地记住教训

掩饰不了正真的那一份感觉

却也不想要多加解释

还在努力 学会放弃 

23.11.2013

The way he think of me

Seriously hurt, the most. 

He make all this end. 

My Jay ♥

you've no ideas how amazing he was

always surprising people

how can he be so amazing and perfect?

really killed me

he is really the man that i can't stop loving

the only one that i willing to love for my rest of life

save money from now on

i wanted to go everywhere to see his concert

please wait for me

i will meet you in taiwan soon

♥ LOVE YOU BABY JAY ♥

the sky is crying, my heart is bleeding.

29.08.13

Almost end of August 

My boy leave to taiwan soon

And my dear potato

I was wishing that september never come

So that they will still staying around me

I can see them whenever i wants

Been a month that i am not staying at home

It's really hard to stay without family, to stay alone out there

I do miss home

I will be home very very soon

My lovely bed, i miss you

I wondering that would you miss anything of your past? 

A thing? Or maybe a person? 

Looking at the picture, the old you, what do you think about?

I watched the birthday video that i made for someone last night

I remembered all those little things

Make me happy, smile, touch, sad, angry, mad

All of the first time, on a person, unforgetable

People says, never fall in love with a person in the ages of 16 or 17

That would be forever. 

Truth.

22.08.13

Dreamed of someone last night

I was wishing that was true in life

Too bad that it's just a dream

I wondering why..

I starting miss the someone

No, maybe i was just missing the memories that we had

People had changed, what are you wishing or waiting for?

Somehow, i realized, started a new relationship, doesnt means that you had really let go of the past.

29.07.13

不知不觉 毕业3年了

超令人怀念 充满回忆的地方

这一趟回去 感觉真的很特别

我真的很庆幸自己毕业于循人

在这里学习长大

是我成长的地方

谢谢循人

我爱循人

*走到哪里 都是你的影子.

27.07.13

hey guys

it's been a long time

20 days

went for a trip to penang last week 

i never NEVER think of the past will exactly happen again

same places, ever the hotel, just the people doesn't same

yeah, i do felt unbelievable

you will never get back to the time

i know, is really time to move on

no, i'm moving, make it right, i should leave it behind

by the time now, focus on what i should have to

i've got a boyfriend that caring me enough

although always get into fight

but he'll never give up

this is what he trying to prove

love me no matter what, and not giving up easier

i should be thankful

my life isn't only love

but a true cancer, love is everything

anyway, big day for my high school tomorrow

congratulation Tsun Jin

see you guys tomorrow

enjoy and have a great day people

07.07.13

i am officially 21 now

happy belated birthday to me, myself

after years, this is the first birthday without someone

guess i have to used for it, in the future of years

thanks for everyone who came for the birthday party

i really had a great night with all of you

awesome 21 for me

thanks for being around with me whenever i needs

friendships forever

ilygs

too much things in my mind

i wanted to blog it all

but... maybe i should just forget about it

sometimes things better keep it by self, hiding somewhere

you know what, i do miss it.

God Bless.

25.06.13

还有8天 就真正迈进了人生另一个阶段

小时候 常常很想长大变21岁 拿金钥匙 当个大人

真的要到的时候 才发现好想回到小时候

其实大人 并没那么好当

还是小孩儿的天真无邪我比较向往

总会有人跟你说 年轻就要去疯狂

你有本钱 何必忧愁生活点滴?

对 无限的青春我可以消耗

只是放不开 我还在浪费

坚持无谓的无谓

坚守所谓的原则

明明很想抛开 勇气却离我远远

过去 只能怀念

转身回头 也已经没有路可走

走一步算一步 大概也只能这样了

欠下一句对不起

也欠下一个答案

人生没有多少个10年可以等待

虽然我很想 很希望 很期盼

相信我 不是现在 或许未来

如果你懂我

其实一直都没变

*如果可以...