我让自己冒了一个险

想说就放手一搏 赌了这一把

也只是我高估自己的能耐和能力可以改变你

才真的发现

我真的 开始累了

你那所谓的理所当然

就一句，

你真的 有为我想过吗?

好喇

其实我做好心理准备一定会哭

只是不是那么失控 ==

说好看，倒是还好

可能现实生活发生过那样的情节

就会深深地触动你的心

新欢 旧爱

你开始会有一点想法不断在你脑海里打转

什么应该做?

快乐的时候就要放声大笑

难过的时候再抱头痛哭

[幸福，需要冒险]

22-10-2012

a very bad day to me

It's all about Trust.

how would you feel when you know the one you love doesn't trust you?

worst feeling ever

when i was trying my very best to make up for everything

when i thought i'm strong enough to hold it and bearing with 

i seriously don't know your words could cause me this bad and down

tears dropping without reason?

no, there are really a reason for my tears

i should really face the reality

i shouldn't expect that you knowing me well 

or you could read my minds

then i wouldn't feels so hurt when i realize the truths

but at least i know

no matter what i did or do, i can't changes anything

i would never gain back your trust and the confidence on me

isn't? 

what else i can still fight for? for me, for you, for us...

the more i hate

the more i escape

the more i forced myself not to think

the more i miss

being suffer and torturing by all this shit

Love the moments when you're calling me Baby

looking at me, hugging me sleep

although not always

but i do appreciate all the time when i am with you, really

♥

can i really rely on you?

*over-thinking ruins you. ruins the situation, twists things around, makes you worry and just makes everything much worse than it actually is.

am i thinking too much?

or we really getting far from each other?

we should go back to the beginning

#cute #happy #sweet #lovely

shouldn't ask for too much

at least you're still here

although everything not true enough

#octoberwish:iwishyoucouldbemine.

一天可以有无限大的变化

更不要说那漫长的一个星期

似乎又平静了下来

有缘无份?

连你也认同

或许 那是真的吧

就让这样的平静一直延续

你很好 我很好

那就不要再去破坏了

至少现在的我 面对现实了

原来这个世界 真的 没有值得相信的人

不要再假惺惺跟我很要好

少恶心了

离我远远去

谢谢

朋友, 什么是朋友?

真的是互相利用?

欺骗不带来伤害, 就代表没错?

这样找借口掩饰合理化自己的行为

有比较清高吗?

不要告诉我

你不懂什么叫做背叛 

欺骗隐瞒就是一种伤害

你明明很清楚那种感受

你的心虚 出卖你自己

为什么我从来不爱交朋友?

有人的地方就会有是非

我也情愿一个人

至少远离烦恼

朋友不需要多

真心的 几个就够了

朋友满天下又如何?

真心的 又有几个? 你又有否珍惜?

可惜? 狠心? 现实?

总比虚伪 戴面具做人好

我说了, 我人很有要求 也很现实

我选朋友交

不要给我一副 滥随和 装清纯 扮清高的样子

那是我最讨厌的!

the day you make me smile

#imissthetimewheniamwithyou

was like a dream, seem so near yet so far

you are now walked out of my life

moving on, not longer needs me

why am i still stopping here to wait for the miracle?

I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, but knowing it won't

something, somewhere, somehow went totally wrong

*memories never die.

* I'm drenched in your love, I'm no longer able to hold it back.

一个人的晚餐

没什么大不了

一个人 独自驾了3个小时的路程

从东到西

从南到北

默默地 又回到家里来

失控的一天

我想我可能只是太累

承受够了

很想发泄

很想依靠

对不起

*我信异想才有日会天开