未来的 一封信

我的未来，也会不会？

nothing but LOVE

still not in the good mood to post about the birthday trip

i've no idea why being so emotional lately

should not get myself in trouble anymore

should have control myself

part of my taiwan trip

specially for me

thanks boyboy for arranging this for me

*BabyJay's High School*

this is where the movie [Secret] shoot-ed

how excited to be in BabyJay's high school

everything here was so beautiful

thanks god for giving me the chance to been here

appreciate

should have posting another part about BabyJay too

my birthday dinner

and also, thanks to my boy

prepared all this things for me

where i wanted to go

luckily not much customer there

so that i can take pictures all around

like a happy kid, walking everywhere

the foods come with kinda big size

but i still finished all

as my brothers and parents can't even finish

but i did

so unbelievable

lol

environment quite simple but nice

everyone is so quiet inside, i dont ever dare to speak loud

Happy Birthday to US 

happy sweet 21st my lovely boy

may god bless you always

happy and healthy

all the best to you

i love you, forever

big thanks to my family

specially my brother, sponsored almost all for this family trip

thanks for giving me and boyboy an unforgettable birthday trip

so good to be in this family

most important person in my life

i love you all

boyboy wasn't coming back with us

the 1st week i came back to malaysia

everyday i woke up in the morning

i can't stop myself for crying

i miss my boy every everyday

i was so worry about him

since there are 3 months of holiday

his friends and girlfriend all came back to malaysia for break

he is being alone there, for training and working

very distressed me

i want him to be back to me

i wish new year come faster

he will be home very very soon

i promise myself to earn more money

i wanted to give all the best i could to my family

someday i will fulfill my promise 

...loves...

06.07.2014.

经过了那段令人回味的路程

去了一个不该去的地方

心里带着恐惧

任性了几分钟

脑海里只有重复的画面

我告诉自己

结果会是什么

如果1个人变成了2个人

看到了 应该怎么样

画面漂浮了几秒钟

还没得到个结论

眼泪狠狠地给我涌出来

我停止了自己

转头快速离去

我知道 我承受不了 那个画面

还想说可以喜悦的写个生日trip

完了吧

情绪又被干扰了

如果生日只能许一个愿望

那比起想见宝贝伦

还有一个更想实现的愿望

放过我 别再折磨了

好吗？

remember that i love, loved

莫名的 失落

6月又到了尾声

我最爱的生日月又来了

或许不该期待

那只会带来更大的失落

想一想 好像好多年没认真的渡过生日

去年自家的庆生会以外

原来 我并没有一个特别记得的生日

是因为 每一年 都没人 记得我的 生日

除了我的家人 还有 一个人 

最期待的一天 也是我最难过的一天 

晚安

19.06.2014

the weather is really good today

have some plans, shall be going with plans

but i am very lazy to out now

the big sun, so hot out there

i just wanna stay with my lovely room

cooling aircon and comfy bed

i will definitely fall asleep anytime

lol

been finding for my cardigan for weeks

i wonder where it gone suddenly

can't even find it

but now i remember where it gone

just forget about it

i should get myself a new one

yeah, doesn't matter anymore

9 more days to go for my taiwan trip

kinda excited actually

finally i get to go, one of my dream place

okay, i should start praying for it

"Dear God, let me meet BabyJay some where in taiwan, and take a picture with him please"

my birthday wish

i am not following the news

i don't really know that where is BabyJay now

maybe not in taiwan, somewhere concerting

but this is the only wish that i got for this trip

not important for the shopping or visiting

i know i may be very disappoint for it

but just give it a try, a wish

never try never know, right?

*self consoling*

have a great day

*hugs*

enchanted.

17.06.2014

Hi People, how was your tuesday?

i had a terrible tuesday

Thanks God the day finally came to the end, almost

lol

didn't manage to watch my movie that day

went out tea with my bestie

and had father's day dinner together with family

grandparents came from hometown

i was so happy to see them

meeting them i think once in a year

i should be meeting them more as i can

since they are really old now

treasure the time that we have

simple outfit of the day

top from topshop

bottom from miss selfridge

bag from white chocolate (brand of HK)

okay, there're something that i wanna share with you guys

as you all know, astro is showing [ASTRO STAR QUEST] now

every sunday, 8pm

not watching for years

but i am crazy chasing for this year

this boy get my attention

sean, 20 year old

a handsome boy

okay, he is the type that i like

but this is not the point

his voice, killed me

so touching ; so charming

i can't get my eyes off of him seriously

he is really perfect to me

how i wish i could get him

just wishing

lol

i love you sean

good luck and all the best

support you no matter what

and another one, rice

this two boy get my attention

i wish both of you could get into final

**fully support**

looking forward for the next show

good show guys

**loves**

sunday morning

Morning Beautiful World

just got up

no, i think i got up around 9 this morning

then rolling on the bed, until now

willing to be wake

lol

had a weird dream last night

the someone should not appear in my life anymore

i gonna move on and not letting it to effects my life now

i am happy.

what to do on sunday?

gonna spend my day with my lappie

to finish my movie

if no one call me out for a date

haha

watched 2 movies that day

endless love and the vow

wanted watch for so long and finally i watched

sometimes was just too lazy to open the laptop

but i wish i could staying home for the whole day

do nothing but just watch all the movies that i wants

today is the day

my plan, to continue my movie

'Married Life'

yeah, Rachel Mcadams again

i think some of you must be curious why her

maybe because we both named 'Rachel'? lol

this is one of the reasons i like her

she is really gorgeous

the first movie that i watch of her

'The Time Traveler's Wife-2009'

Starring: Eric Bana , Rachel McAdams

if you watched the movie

you may know why now

not a big fans but i think i should watch all her movies

to support and know more about her

actually all the movies that she acts, mostly talk about love

some people may think its really bored

but for me, i think its quite meaningful

i could get some ideas sometimes

learns while watching

best lesson ever

alright, gonna have my breakfast and start my movie

may see you all tonight again

have a very great day people

[Happy Father's Day to all the Fathers in the World]

day with bff

14.06.2014

another day out, for the June Babies Birthday Celebration

i was super late for the date

should be meeting at 7pm

i reached at 9pm

lol

sorry about that

get lost while on my way to go

went solaris mont kiara for the celebration

if you knowing me well

you'd know that i doesn't like to go so far

i was so lazy to drive and i don't really know the road

only in kl, i'd like to attend any party or dates

okay, back to the topic

i went last night, for the 2 hours

just so good to be with you all

simple, happy and warm

too good to have you all in my life

#bff

not having dinner with them

cos i had my dinner before going

thanks babyboy for being my driver, accompanied me to go

so that i don't have to drive for so far

#hugs

the JUNE babies

Happy Birthday to Both of YOU

wish yours dream come true

stay happy and pretty

friendship forever

#loves

simple but best

was getting fatter now

skipped my workout for 3 days

just too busy and too tired

felt so sorry to myself

sorry for eaten too much these days

gonna chase back for my time

not gonna missed up my workout plan again

perfect body wanted

had a simple birthday celebration with my bestie here last night

first time been here

honestly, the foods is really not good as i expected

but the desserts, is really nice

**must try**

thanks nic for treating the dinner

still long to go for my birthday

but we celebrated together as well

just because i won't be around here on my birthday

so that had my first celebration on this year

most earliest birthday celebration

lol

thanks for the night

for my bestie, i know you would says very thankyou for the night

you're most welcome

i should be the one who says thankyou

to be with me when i needs

to be my listener when i wanted to tell

giving me tissue when my tears fall like rains

do appreciate to have you in my life

happy birthday in advance

i love you

♥