my heart , complicated.

its 0242pm now

i not yet have my lunch and breakfast also

don't feel like eating

yes, i'm so not in mood and i don't really know why.

don't feel like going to piano class later

but mommy give an order i must go for class

no choice

cheer up myself

*smile pls.

what's wrong with me?

what am i thinking?

iloveyou

but its not that easy anymore

why everything being so hard when i'm being with you?

even an answer

its so hard to make a decision

to leave or not to leave

hold on or give up

i have no idea what to do

People change

The things we like and we dislike change

And we could wish all day long that they didn't but they always will

You changed , Me changed

Everything is different

how we gonna hold it? 

trust.

You can always get the trust of a man but not his loyalty

You can always expect a woman’s loyalty but not her trust

"Just because I don't fight back, doesn't mean I'm weak. It means I'm mature enough to know that anger won't solve anything."

That is you, not to fight back

i'm so sorry for always being so troublesome

i'm trying

to Mature , Grow up

not letting all my anger at you

control my emotional

to be a better girl better gf

but

failed everytime

i still get mad everyday

i'm sorry

i'm really trying

its truth , but you don't believe it.

no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off without you, you still own part of my heart

every time I want to give up, there's always something inside telling me to just give it some time

i don't want to lose you

that's all.